Zhan Hua

2010-02-18T14:18:00.001+08:00

RELINK www.th-addictedlove.onsugar.com .

2010-01-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

A starting of a year. Happy New Year to everyone. Everything start afresh. Wish everyone to be happy everyday. Haha. Allright went to work just now. No tired at all. Finally got work to cured my boredom. My phone is ready. Yay but must wait until mon then can collect. Alright end i will blog again here and onsugar tmr if i have time cause i am sleepy not. Slept at 2am yesterday.

2009-12-27T18:41:00.001+08:00

Chirstmas have just pass.
Merry chirstmas.
Having a fucking gastric now.
Mum come back is going to scold me.
Bored.
Getting o level result soon.
End.

2009-12-18T11:17:00.001+08:00

Blah blah blah. Updated! :D

2009-11-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hello. Update for the sake of not letting it rot. Hello. and Bye.

2009-11-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

I shall not let it dead here. Okay a new new new post for November, well i have graduate from this admiralty secondary school. It marks a learning journey which i have been since i am sec 1. Finally after the 4 years i have left the school. Probably heading for Singapore poly or what? i dont know. Life after those o level is bored. Everyday wake up, play and sleep. So lifeless. I need a job right now seriously. Okay nothing much else to say. Bye.

2009-10-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in a human life, there will be rises and falls. The rise is great but the falls is pain. I have never ever felt so pain throughout my 16 years of life. Nothing really can change right now. But i still hope with a few miracle. The pain in my heart, was tearing apart, burning very hard. I cant get rid of you in my mind. I want you. How in order can i do so? All my emotion, my thoughts, my laughter, my sorrow is all mixed up. My mind have gone haywired. It is mess up. You have left me. Cause you have fallen for another guy. Which he hurt me most. The pain in my heart hurt even though it have been very numb. I cant withstand it anymore. It hurts a lot. My life went into a dark shadow without. I will be waiting for you.

2009-10-06T18:44:00.001+08:00

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2009-09-25T15:13:00.003+08:00

I go to blog onsugar at http://th-addictedlove.onsugar.com/. Not really know how to use it. Lol.

Anyway happy birthday to JULIA YEO!!

Today was friday. Wake up at 5.30am. Have a fucking hell stomach pain and it takes me to sit in the toliet for more than half an hour. I told mama that i dont want go school. She did not object it cause i am really going to be dead. Suddenly the pain all gone. So i did not want to stay at home. Head to school. Did not late. But on my way to school i can feel the pain. And i did not skip sst yesterday. I did go. I skip wednesday sst and yesterday must go for detention but i did not turn up. That why i was called again. Overall my prelim results sucks. L1R4 is more than 35. Die lah. Pass one subject only. After school slack awhile then head to causeway. Okay.

Happy birthday to Julia Yeo HPY! Happy Birthday. ALL THE BEST!
And the F1 RACING is starting today! Wooo. Support!

2009-09-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

wheeh. I am considering to use onsugar to blog. Bored with blogger. :x Okay. I failed all the subject except chinese i think. 3 more hours and 30 more min to julia yeo birthday. Yay.

English paper 1 - 23/60
physics - 25/65
Geog - 7/50

2009-09-23T19:03:00.002+08:00

Ehh nothing much happen for today. Have my very last last counselling session for my secondary life today. Yay. P.E. do the stupid dance. Lol. Then math lesson. Oh shit. I fail my maths! Omg. First time! Then ss i failed also. Then english lesson.

Maths paper 1 - 44/80
Maths paper 2 - 36/100
ss paper - 14 /50

DIE!

2009-09-22T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hello. ): Morning meet with daniel and then go school. Today get back some prelim results. I fail a lot of my test. I know i am not prepared for my o level. I was shocked when i received my english and chinese paper. Was sad when i saw my english paper. And was so glad to receive my chinese paper. I thought i would fail cause i forget almost all the chinese words already. During lights lesson FT told me that she will let me have the award if there is an IMPROVEMENT AWARD! Wow. Geography and ss teacher never come. I know i fail also. Then is chemistry. Miss Ng praised me for improving my chemistry. Even thought i still failed the overall. Wow. After school went for remedial and get poa result. More worst sia. Here's the result. :x

English paper 1 - 17/50
Chinese paper 1 - 34/70 (1 more marks to pass)
Chinese paper 2 - 43/40
Chemistry - 21/ 65 (idk the total marks for chemistry)
Overall for chemstry - 40/100
Poa paper - 36 /100

2009-09-21T17:56:00.003+08:00

Please, i know. You dont love any other people. You're just trying to use them as an excuse to make me forget about you. I know it is irratating. But i cant. Everytime i try hard to forget about you. Whenever i sleep, i close my eyes, i play piano, it will remind me of you. I heard your voice. I dont know how i manage to distract myself. I dont know how i manage to concentrate on my prelims when my mind is thinking about you. I dont think i am asking too much. I just want you to be close to me so that i would have a chance to win your heart. I know it left with the last 30+ days i will be in secondary school and i will leave. It will not be a problem. The problem is that you're not giving me a way to win your heart. I know i'm not a perfect. No matter what, just let me celebrate your birthday at least. It is not too much. Just an hour will do. Please. I want you to be happy on that day. That's all. I know i'm having no chance at all.

2009-09-21T17:47:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !!! Dont feel like posting but just post. Lol! Yesterday go grandma house. Cause grandpa fall down?! I read from my cousin blog that he was drank? While walking home fall down. Then civil defence people come take him to hospital and he dont want. Okay so yesterday head down to grandma house. Today bored. Slack myself at home. Lol. Then like that pass the holiday.

Anyway Selemat hari raya to those malay people.

I dont know why you're just important to me in all the way. Every second when you are ignoring me, i will feel anxious and i dont know why. Every words every sentence from you that have hurt me, i dont know how i can overcome it. I think it might have get numb. I want you for life. That all.

2009-09-19T18:54:00.004+08:00

Okay. Today having piano lesson. Okay like that. Nothing much happen. Then come back home maple maple maple. Bored.

Dont be cold to me. A second of cold you gave me make me feel like having a torture. Can i hope that you wont be away. Whenever you are away from me, i will felt the anxious.

see the difference. This pic taken long time ago. First pic is normal one. Second is Marbolo Black, style right the black.

2009-09-18T15:35:00.003+08:00

Hello. Bored to the max. Today having just one paper. Science paper 3 i think. Is just on MCQ 1 hour. From 8am to 9am then can go home. Morning daniel cab to my house here and we cab to school. Yay! Then having the test. Nb Joyce dont want let me copy. D: I did myself. Finish in 45 min. So i sleep. Mr Ong come and wake me up. I was feeling very tired. Whatever wake up and check the answer. After paper then went home. Just now zheng fu and daniel come my house here ask me go out. Then go checkpoint buy barbell. Cause today mum was sleeping and i was bathing. And i put my barbell at the basin. On top the basin is the mirror. So i took out my barbell and put on basin and brush teeth. After that i bath. Suddenly the toliet lights auto switch off. And then it auto switch on back again. Chua tio so take my barbell without looking at the basin as the mirror is just on top. Then accidentally hit my barbell and it drops into the baisin. So gone. Was bored to death. Come home not maple then dota. Bored. I have no mood for o level which is around a month time. My maple charcter create just today at lvl 1. Now level 30 liao. To me is freaking fast.

2009-09-17T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hello. Today was Science practical exam. I was in the first shift. I think i am going to failed the whole test. After test we were stay back in the hall. As the teachers afraid we might say out the answer. -.- From 9.30 till 1.30. 4hours! After practical i forget to take my calculator from the lab. LOL! After dimissal went to cheng bao house slack. And end.

Facebook quiz tells me this. ' That's not to say it's an easy purpose, or a convenient o...ne. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success. ' I dont even think i will be success if you did not say yes. :X

2009-09-16T18:02:00.003+08:00

Oh hello. Today was all POA paper. Starting with POA paper 2 first. At first question i thought was do able. But i cant finish the paper. ): Almost half of the paper i did not manage to done. ): How to pass sia? After the paper we have a long break. Then was POA paper 1. The Bank reconcilation is very hard. I also cant manage to finish the whole paper. Left with the last question which worth 2 marks. I dont think i can pass my poa paper. After the paper went back home.

Stop ignoring me all this. What for?

Whatever you think. I have explain everything clearly to you. If it does not get into you head get what you think then. I dont care about it. What is wrong? You talk to me and i was saying about something not related to you and you come pouring cold water on me. I never say anything. And you have to be so agitated. Go and think about it. I have explain to you everything. If you still want to think what you think, continue then. If i am such a bad person stay away as far as possible. If you think i am trying to act whatever, continue. I dont care anyway. It wont affect me anyway. Whoever is it, he/she will know excatly.

2009-09-15T18:55:00.003+08:00

Wow, Blogger is back to normal. K good lorh. In the morning have Math paper 2. I thought i have the time to finish. But in the end 20 marks like that not done. But at least i know i can pass. Thanks Joyce for the curve ruler if not my graph line will slant like what. Sad lah never finish. ): Then went for break. A while later having Chinese paper 2. Wa, idk how to do. Not quite understand. After the two paper went for slacking. Then like that and went home. Tired. ):

2009-09-14T17:07:00.002+08:00

Bored to the max. I having English Test in the morning. Was trying very hard to get a pass for my English. Did not manage to finish my lest question. Last question no summary. Is question 11 which worth 2 marks. The passage so hard. Is about pirates hijacked the ship. After English paper is break. Yay. Zhiwei damn ...... I took out physics textbook and look at the picture and study nothing. Anyway i did study a little bit of the physics formula. Then went for physics paper in the hall. Junjie was asking how to spell "parallax" (now i know liao). At first i dont know how to spell. Mahirah was teaching him. I never heard it. So i ask again. After that she told me. A moment later i want to comfirm that i am right so i spell it out again. I spell wrongly and Joyce keep laughing at me. NB!!! :@ Tell you what. Physics i just pass it. 33/65 - if it was not wrong. I pass because i peep some answer from Joyce one. :x This time i did it myself. All the question come out is on formula. And i did not study on those formula it come out. All your fault lah daniel call me yesterday when i was studying. :x Second, i was doing my paper until halfway my pen have no ink. I have no choice but use my pencil to write. Cause i have only one pen.
After physics paper is go home time. Nb sia Thursday practical we must reach school so early and so late to go home. NBNBNBNBNBNB! On my way to the main gate i saw this paikia xiao mei mei Alyssa got suspension. Funny. Hair still brown colour sia. Mai siaosiao. After that went home and DOTA!!!

I need you for everything. Sorry if i have been so irratating.

2009-09-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

Oh hi. Nb. The weather is hot like what?! Cant take it. After 2 round of dota i sweating like hell. My shirt is all wet. A bee flew in my room again when my room is so clean. I have been crazy. As you know bee backside the sting may be poison. And i dont want to kill the bee. And i just woke and saw it flying around my room. So i take a newspaper ( planning to kill it but in the end i dont want ) and command it to get out through the window. And the bee really flew out. Oh gosh i tell you. Tmrw is physics and idk what paper after physics. There is two paper tmrw. And i have not even take my book out to read even a single words. Probably i am the first one to finish my paper tmr! YES! With all the wrong answer. Okay after playing somemore i am going to study some. Mr Lam say he set the paper and advice me to study the whole textbook. Going to be dead. THE WHOLE TEXT BOOK with 300 plus pages even though there are some picture in it. There are so many chapter. I dont think my combine science will score well. I flunk my chemistry as well. ): Okay. I am really feeling very hot today.

I have a lot of bad memories on september and idk. Not to mention too much. Take care my daughter. I know you dont need me but your dad will forever supporting you behind even though i seems to be dont care about you.

No. You are the best in the world. You lied to me for what? I did believe a bit at first but the more i read the more i know it is a lie. The most painful moment is a lie.

And i never bluff you. After i type out all this words, a bee come to my living room again. The bee keep sticking me. If you are the bee, it will be GREAT!

2009-09-12T17:23:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon. Nothing much to post if i update everyday. Wake up at 8 from a nightmare. I am having super lots of dreaming this few days. Went back to sleep until 11am. Wake and i am doing all those lame thing. Cant be helped. Suddenly i dont know how a bee flew in. It fly in and suddenly it gone. Then i cleaned up my room which is not cleaned for 2 weeks. I know i am a pig. That why i will for in love with a pig who can sleep all the way after so many calling to her! Only pig love pig what. Right? After that went for piano. Forget to cut fingernail. Nb. My piano teacher ask me cut at there. She ask me," you keep your fingernail so long to be vampire?" How i hope i am vampire. It is cool. I watch too much twilight already. After piano come back home. Eh nb who want slack? I super super bored after 1 weeks of holiday even i went for school and played my piano till people is complaning the hours i have played i still felt bored.

If i happen be a vampire who was very thirsted of human blood, i am sorry to everyone except you. I would have to kill everyone for the blood in the world except you. I would not even lay a finger on you. You are seriously a drug to me. I cant control my mind when it comes to you. If you are a tablet drug and i have to eat you, I will swallow you down my stomach and drink a lot of water in order not to digest you. Forever you will be in my stomach and not letting you to leave me a second. And i will protect you from everything just like that.

2009-09-11T17:54:00.001+08:00

Hello people. Wake at 7am + and head for physics remedial. Reached there at 8.30am. I thought was early so walk slowly. Went into class at 8.40am. At last physics started at 8am. Lol. Super late. After physics head back home and play maple. I think i am such a loser now. Even maple just a game, i use hack in it. I have nothing to comment on myself. Serious. I have thing to say. It is a lame thing. It is about today date. 11 september. If i am not wrong, 4 years ago a terriorist which is osama people bomb americca tower. And resulted a lot people to die. Sigh. Sad. So many people lost their love one.

You are just my addicted drug. I can control myself not to smoke , but i cant control myself not to think of you. To me, you are the most attrative person in the world. You are just appearing everywhere around my head. You are just important of everyhing of me. I am not trying to sweettalk. Idk how just to make you have the interest? How. Idk. I am still struggling myself to think of it. I just feel something is not right when you are away. To a friend i wont feel like this. And get it, i dont just want us to be goo friends. I want you, love you.
People just ignore all this can. If you want to comment, comment something good. If your comment is to be bad, shut that fuck up. Thank you.

2009-09-10T15:53:00.002+08:00

Blogger is still under some wierd problem. Tsk. ._. Went down for poa remedial. I go to school when i dont know what the time. I thought i was late, but in the i was early. Not quite many of them turned up. I will be going for all my rememdial for this holiday. After remedial i was walking to admiralty with aaron and weiliang. I admit that i am not very good to people in my class. Aaron that horny bastard only think of ...... I dont need to say, you all know lah. I was playing maple during the afternoon and this guy whom idk keep pestering me. -.- Fuck.

I'm absolutely and 100% very sure + 101% confirm with my very clear mind that i fallen with the right person. Stop hiding yourself. I am sure i saw you in school canteen, you hide behind your friend. 100% sure. Whatever excuses you told me, idk why i did believe you at the first place. Just think of it. I wont bothered if you are others. Wake till the late night persuading for so many times. Self volunterred to wake you up after 4hours sleep. I did it all because is for you. Spam calls you for more than 100+ times i think. I am tired and sleepy and all i thought is to wake you. If it was not you who want me to go for my poa, i wont get out of my bed immediately wash up and rushed to school. All i did is JUST BECAUSE OF YOU! If there is a hope for me, no matter what, i will still hang on.

Sigh.
I knew there is a possibilty that she might take a look on this. Idk why i still write. I AM TOTALLY CRAZY! How? Idk.

2009-09-09T19:48:00.001+08:00

When i touch the black and white key on my piano, it produces sweet sound. But when i speak to you, you are not as sweet as you are. Looking at the black and white key, it tells me that the keys seem to be plain. But the music i played out, it tells everyone that i am in love with you. There will not be a moment where my piano stops. If music can express all my thought to you, my hand will always be on the black and white key, playing the notes, expressing every single thought i want to say to you. The music will tell you, " I love you no matter what as long as you are the person i love and you really did love me."

2009-09-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

I read twilight storybook yesterday till late night. It is for almost 4 years since i last read storybook. Well done. I am going to do something to improve all my subject especially english. Today morning i went for my english remidal. I thought was at 10.30am. So i wake at 9.30am. But went i was about to left my house, i found it that the remidal start at 9.30, not 10.30am. I was late. Thanks god that mrs seah did not scold me for being late for an hour. It is great. After remedial daniel ask me to go evergreen sec. So go and slack till 4pm and then home sweet home. I am going for all my remedial for this week. :)

She is back. Yet. Everything get messed up. But please, as i have asked. Please dont. Idk why, i am feeling irrevocably falling in love with you. Just cant control it. Please dont hide it. Accept it. Giving a try. ;x
Damn it idk how to make all the words go small. Blogger having some problem right now.

2009-09-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hello. Blogger, there is something wrong with you seriously. ._. Okay. Sunday went down to have dinner with family at Jurong West? Cuz grandpa brithday.

Then next day was monday. No remidal. ;D Went to play maple. One day chiong from lvl 13 to lvl 19. I know i am slow. During night went to tuition with lionel. Meet him at popular. And i happen to saw this twilight storybook. After that went to tuition with him. Tuition was to write about compo. Teacher never come and i went in so early. Wth. I chose to write on the freaking hard compo. Then went to slack for a little while. And i come back home, asking dad to buy me twilight storybook. ;x To my surprise he say okay. (:

Tuesday, went for my chemistry remidal. THROUGHTOUT THE WHOLE LESSON, there is only few minutes i am resting. The other time i am listening. YAY! After that went to talk with james and tour 913. After that went home. Dad bought me twilight storybook. Yay Yay. Anyway i know how to play the two twilight theme song on piano.

OMG, I've been dreaming for you the past 3 day continuously. It is very sweet to me but it is a nightmare to me. Please, no. Yes, come back soon. I'm going to be uncontrollable on my thinking. Even i dont even know what i am talking write now.

2009-09-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

Fucking pissed off man today! Went i woke up was great, dad went to work. Mum went out. So i happily went back to my nice sleep again till 11am. Wake up play piano was still great. Then mum come back home. She talked to me, and i was like heck care her lah. Then was almost 12.20pm. I have my piano changed from 12.45pm to 1pm for today. But i did not tell mum. So she thought that my piano is at 12.45pm. Then i went for bath. At 12.25pm she nag at me like fuck. I fucking dulan. To prevent any fucking quarrel with her, i keep my mouth shut and continue to bath. At 12.30pm which is just 5 min later, she nag even louder at me. I still keep quiet and let her nag like fuck. A am super dulan already. I slam the toliet window hard so i can hardly hear her fucking voice. At 12.35pm, she fucking nag again at me. This time is super long. I could not take it anymore and i asked her to keep quiet lah cuz she know nothing about my time. She say then i dont learn piano lah waste her money. Fuck lah. Then from the time i am out from the toliet, she nag at me in the kitchen. After i wipe my hair outside the toliet she nag until i put all the books in my bag, put all my clothes into washing machine, tidy my piano and she is still nag non stop. I can hear her fucking voice when i am in my room. She is just annoying. Cant she just keep her mouth shut when people request her polietly to keep quiet. Yeah, then she will say if you do nicely i will not say. Even i do nicely, to her she will think it sucks. As though everything she do is so nice. Then after i went out, she called my piano teacher and ask. Then she know my piano time change. I come back home she nag at me ask me why i never tell her. People, see, whatever i say she have thing to say back. Even if i tell her my piano have been delayed by 15 minutes, do you think she will keep her mouth shut? Probably she will say, you can still reach there early better than always being late. No point telling her that my piano time have be changed. It will just waste my energy by opening my mouth to say that one fucking sentence to this fucking person. And she thought that idk that everytime i am bathing, she went into my room and check my bag. She is just trying to check whether there is still any ciggarates in my bag a not. What for? She thought that she keep taking my ciggarates like can stop me from smoking? Wait long. And yesterday, i take $14 from her, i told her that it is for school magazine and class photo. She probably think that i will bluff her and take the $14 to buy ciggarates again. I dont think there is a need to explain to her. Just let her call the school and ask whether that $14 is for me to buy ciggarates or for school magazine and class photo. She spoilt my mood today. Fuck! i am not going to communicate with her anymore. Unless it is think that is very important. She think what, i am already 16 years old. I can work. I can live even without her. If i went to work and leave this house, how many packets of ciggarates i can but already? Is just a matter that it will make thing complicated. She will never understand that people is just lazy to quarrel with her. Even my dad, she also everytime shout at him for a small matter. And my dad just keep quiet. And she probably thinks that everyone scare of her. Wait long.

On my way home after piano, i saw this pregnant cat hiding under the car. A girl happen to have a dog and walk past that car. This dog is very lame that he go step on the cat tail. The pregnant cat get angry and go scratch this dog. And the dog bleed a lot.

2009-09-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hello. Started with wednesday. First day of the Prelim paper. Started with english paper 1. I chose on an occasion of someone have wronged me. I think i write quite well. Just the story are a bit long with 547 words. Letter writing was speech. I did not studied for speech. Die. After English paper 1, have break. Studied a bit of SS on sec 3 textbook on Healthcare. End up, the paper come out on Sec 4 textbook. For SBQ i chose Venice which i did not study. Freaking hell. Die lah exam. After exam went home sleep!!!

Thursday having the second day of Prelim paper. Started with Mathematics paper 1. Was a so-so paper. Did not have vectors. That means paper 2 will be hard. I manage to finish my paper 10 min early. After maths the second paper is mother tongue. Gone case sia. The letter i study like hell and then i forget everything during the exam. The format is 100 % wrong. Then compo i think i chose wrong question. I did not bring my dictionary and neither i have prepare one for it. So all the chinese vocabulary is very easy. Those easy words one that idk how to write one, i anyhow write. ;x Lionel more pro. English words is more than chinese words. Meaning more han yu ping yin. After exam went to slack. Slack unil 5 plus and then went home dota for a moment then went to study for chemistry. I did not study for my geography as i know i will get a single digit again. So study chemistry for less than 5 min, daniel called me, then chat for 20 min. After the chat msg asshole alyssa. In the end i studied for less than 20 min, i closed the book and practice piano. In summary means, i did not study a single thing today.

Friday having the third day of the Prelim Paper. Started with Chemistry paper. I know shit! So i answer all crap. I remember there is one question that ask me, if i am not wrong, the question go like this. " What the oxide is in Iron(|||) Oxide (Fe3o2)?" Then i wrote " Iron(|||) (Fe3)" I am writing crap. Then having Geography paper. For the very first time for the two years, i used two piece of paper to do. Note, is 2 full pages that uses front and back. 1 question for a piece of paper. There are 2 question. Yeah, 2 pages of crap! And people, the question 2 the graph look something like a lake right? Stupid Joyce keep laughing that i say it look like a lake. After exam went for slacking again. K end here.

2009-09-01T15:00:00.004+08:00

Oh hello. Today is Teacher Day. Woke up at 11.30am today. My voice come back a bit. Down with cough. Nb. Finally i perfect River Flows In You the song. Nothing much to write about. Okay HAPPY TEACHER DAY. Tmrw is my o level prelim. Yet i have not started on my english letter writing format and social studies.

Okay.
Thanks to all the teacher have taught me - Miss ho ( omg she teach me for 4 years ), Mrs sam ( although she scold us, she also want us to do well in poa ), Mrs Seah, Mr Phua, Mr Ng, Mr Lam, Miss Karen Ng, Miss Sharifah, Miss Ng EE Nee ( Mushroom ), Miss Mas. And Mr mok ( actually he is quite a good DM ), and Mrs Chan counseller. And all other teacher who have taught me. And last last my FT, Mrs ONG! Thanks. Happy Teacher Day!

2009-08-31T16:41:00.002+08:00

Okay. Hello. K here is your post puki mei. Not i bohxim, is i lazy. K. Saturday 12am was Jasmine Tan birthday. Okay Happy birthday. I wanted to wake at 12am. But i was having a real and pain sore throat, so i sleep all the way till 4am + then i wake. The first thing i do when i wake was to msg you. K. After that sleep all the way to 11am +. Then went for piano lesson. Finally get my long long waiting certificate. Happy eh. On my way back home saw lionel so slack with them. Then went home. At around night like that went to vista. No one there, so went to find daniel slack. Bluff me again lah nbcb. Around 9pm went down to vista again, no one there. Dulan sia. So text birthday girl meimei ask her to slack. She is at Yishun park. So went home bath and SLEEP!!!

Sunday, wake up went to grandma house for duno do what. At night come back home and rest then sleep.

Monday. I wake up very late. On my way to school, everyone was wearing p.e attire except me. Nevermind. Reach school at least some people wear uniform. Then went back to class. After that got the walk around the admiralty there. The girls are disturbing me non stop. Walk one round went back to school. Mok do the twist sign and idk why. So i wanted to say he want attract Ee Nee attention, and then he saw me. My spec get caught again. Okay the school was having some competition between students and teachers. After that have some show. Then dismissal. HAPPY TEACHER DAY! Then went to slack awhile and went to admiralty with daniel and ben. Went there to eat and then saw nixon and jason. After that went home. My sore throat have recover and now i get cough. I could hardly speak. Sigh.

M grade 4 cert! Yay.

2009-08-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

Hello. I did not update for a long time. Anyway also no much people see. I forget what happen a lot.

Starting from last friday. Went to school! After school went to slack for a few moment and then headed back home. Around 4pm plus went to cwp with friends to catch a move - where got ghost. But unlucky we all reached there late and as a result all the ticket is sold off. So did not watch movie. I used the movie money to eat. So went back home i asked my dad to bring me to catch that movie tomorrow. Okay that for today.

Saturday. Wake up at 11plus. No piano lesson today so went to watch where got ghost with dad. Overall the movie is quite nice. It is a bit horror + comedy. Almost laugh from the beginning until the end of the show. After watching went back home. At around 5pm like that went down to cck and meet cousin. And then head down to west coast there. Cuz my cousin is having a 21th birthday party.

Sunday. I slept at home for the half day and played computer until night.

Monday. I went to school. Stayed back for the mock exam. After school slack awhile and head back home. Then at night went for tuition.

Tuesday, Wednesday. Went to school!

Thursday. Went to school before that meet daniel at somewhere near admiralty. Slack there and a old man come and talk to me. He ask me to study hard all this thing. The funny part is that he ask me can i recognised his face. Of course i say YES. Then he say i cant course Jesus wanted him to protect the children. Lol. At the end, he told us to take care, he and Jesus love us. And i answer back him Okay, Thank You, I love you. Lol. Freaking funny. I think he is probably crazy or he have believed in chirstain too much or he is the 7th month thing or hopefully he is being asked to bless me in my studies. ;D After that head for school. I dont feel any special. As usual i sleep during geography lesson. I have decided to give up on my humanities subject. So i am not planing to go for JC. After school went to marsilling awhile and then went back home.

Friday. Went school. After school went back home. Omg tomorrow is Jasmine birthday.

2009-08-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.
There are 3 things that i want to post.
First, I know everyone to know my o level chinese result.
Okay i get a pass for my oral and i get a C6.
In fact i think my compo and compre is not well done.
I've a bad mood before that.
I'm going to retest.
I'm going to score a better one.
During the result releasing i was so nervous that i'll fail.
But a C6 is expected already.
And i was freaking unlucky and i was got scolded for bringing nothing to the hall.
Lol.
So yesterday stay back for sst as i did not have oral yesterday.
Yesterday was ss and geography sst.
And Ee Nee come in.
Wa, joke.
Funny sia.

Secondly, I want to thank Julia Yeo for practicing oral with me yesterday.
I've a habit reading in mono tone and i sucesslly to read well.
Then she told me two story.
It is super super super lame but it is very very very motivative.
Thanks hpy.
And and and last hpy kiss the rain and rivers flows in you is very very very nice.
So sweet ah!

After chatting with hpy then chatted with daniel for like 1 hour plus.
It is like so long since we last chat on phone for so long.

Thirdly, my hair!
Is being cut again today.
Anything.
I've sign for retest for mother tongue today already.
I'm going to score well this time.
At the last two period thanks salehin teaching me on oral.
The last period went to eat and then oral.
The oral is still ok.
Not too hard.
Alright that all for today.
I want to end here.
Bye.

2009-08-18T19:35:00.000+08:00

Okay okay.
Yesterday i'm having mock english oral in school.
But end up talking throughout the 2 hours.
Then next having science practical.
Damn hard sia.
I'm playing with the chemical all around.
Fun.
Then at night went for tuition.
Okay night.

Today meet jie liang, daniel and zheng an.
Okay.
After school but before sst went out school awhile.
Suay, police come and tio screen.
knn.
In the end late for poa sst.
Okay after that head back home.
Bye

2009-08-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hellos,
Post from firday.

Friday morning reach school, no late.
Okay.
During recess planned to go watch where got ghost.
Ma de in the end no watch.
So go slack around.
Slack until half way zheng fu called.
Go 765 hall there meet him and go counselling with him and james.
Tin kiat they all were at the hall there playing ball.
And that ball hit me for 3 times.
Cab down the first time to zheng fu counselling there.
After his counselling cab down the second time to school to meet lionel and cab to near vista point there.
Slack slack awhile then go back home.
Went to cwp with james.
Then benjamin called me.
So went to meet them.
Woooh so many people there.
After that went home eat and went to meet shawn and benjamin again.
Cab down the third time to vista there.
After that cab down the forth time to somewhere at singapore where idk where is it.
Quite bored at there.
Around 9 plus cab the fifth time back to woodlands and to cheng bao house.
Then slack again.
11pm like that then cab back home the sixth time with zheng fu.
I've cab six time for today.
Get tired of cabbing around.

Saturday
Supposed to meet at 8am today.
But i have off my phone vibration and silent it.
Without knowing, i slept till 12pm then wake up.
Sorry.
Wake up and my phone is full of missed calls and message.
So went to bath and went for piano lesson.
After that head back home and dota again.

Sunday.
Today nothing much happen.
Wake up and supposed to meet.
In the end no meet.
Okay end here.
Bye.

Sorry for not being a good daddy. I'll be a good daddy from now. And i'll. Lets dont be cold to each others. I dont have the courage to speak up to you whenever i saw you. How?

2009-08-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Yesterday my FT wth report me to mr mok that my hair is so long.
-.-
Damn it.
P.E lesson i did nothing again.
I'm freaking tired during pe lesson.
Then lights lesson we are listening to song.
The class was like looking for hot girls in the video only.
Lol.
Then maths lesson.
I was freaking tired and i forget what happen.
Then SS test.
I did study the day before for the test.
Idk whether i can get a well pass for the test a not.
Probably not the new version of the essay.
Then idk forget what happen already.
At the evening went to cut my hair.
Yeah yeah i cut bangs.
Lols.

Today just after i step into the school compound when i first saw my classmate was like wtf.
I've expected it to happen.
People were laughing my hair.
Whatever.
When i reach into class more worst lah.
First lesson was geography.
Have open book test.
I forget to bring my textbook.
Next was physics.
I sleep half the period and do the worksheet.
As usual morning is always tired.
Next was chemistry.
Idk how i manage not to sleep for the 2 period of chemistry.
I did it listening throughout the two whole period.
Skip, recess being laugh again.
After recess was poa.
Mrs sam saw my hair then ask.
Wa, is like ....
People calling me mushroom. -.-
Next was maths.
Ms ho come in also ask the same thing.
Okay next was english.
Mrs Seah come in and same thing happen.
I attended today sst.
After sst went to marsiling there with daniel.
Damn it he wasted my time there.
Okay end here.
Bye,

2009-08-11T20:31:00.001+08:00

Hello dude.
Yesterday i just realised that O level is comming.
Oh shit study for poa first.
And my calculator is being lend to an asshole.
Okay.
Today went school quite boring.
During english lesson i was called up to do spelling.
I was asked to spell "Forage" and i did not learn it.
Wa, i anyhow get it correct.
Yay!
Forage means to look out for something i think.
Then mother tongue talk the 2 whole period.
Then lights.
Skip recess and was geography.
I improved from the 1/13 to a pathetic 4/13.
Atleast got improve.
Omg me joker the second time during ss.
My essay is like totally out of point from the fall of venice.
The essay i wrote is like a new story writen by me of the fall of venice.
Probably i have been making up story too often already.
Then chemistry.
Got practical to do.
This time no one teach me so i was the first to finish. ;D
Also first to get a FAIL!
After that dismissal.
I guai i stay back for sst.
Lol.
Listen in chemistry sst.
In fact planned to skip the second physics sst slot but in the end did not skip.
Stay back for all.
K i know i am good.
After that went to slack and then went back home.

Damn it, mum dont let me reborn my hair. She say the school rules dont allow. Lol. Like real! -.- NB! I will not cut my hair then. LOL!

2009-08-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

Damn it.
I love my blogskins cannot ah.
Ma de.
Okay.
You ah, let me tell you, you better get at least a pass for your piano exam at wednesday.
If not i beat you ah i tell you.
Alright.
Yesterday went to granny house.
Okay celebrate National Day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
You are 44th years old already.
Haha.

2009-08-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hello dude.
I change my blogskins.
Yeah it look brighter. ;D
Yesterday went to polyclinic.
Was msging at the clinic cuz it was super bored.
And...
Yay something super super nice happens. ;DD
I am super super super happy right now. ;DD
Damn damn damn happy.

2009-08-07T14:42:00.002+08:00

Wooo.
Nice one i MIA for so long.
Anyway also nothing to write about.
Went to school as usual.
The best thing is that i have go for my poa and humanities sst.
First time in this term i go for humanites sst.
Okay, i going to study.
Yesterday was thursday and we having fire drill.
Salehin brought the insectiside for the fire drill.
Lol cute!
I just bought a newspaper and green tea.
End up my newspaper spare to everyone.
Freaking hot at there.
Somehow all the millipide are gone.
Could not even find a single one.
Then after school went to slack with lionel,daniel.
While james and weiqiang and zheng fu went back home to change.
Is like damn long since i slack for so long.
After that went to chengbao house see daniel and wq playing dota.
I somehow fall asleep. Lol.
After that home sweet home.

Today mum ask me to stay at home since idw go school.
At first want to go for the celebration but then dont want.
Cuz wake up, i was feeling very tired.
So sleep until 9+ dad called home and it wake me up.
Dad ask me to go see doctor to get a MC.
Lols.
Okay.
Afternoon went to cwp to watch movie.
I saw joyce and few of them.
The show no slot, so watch 2 pm.
But then need to see doctor at 3pm so never watch.
So lionel,daniel,james,wq,cheng bao all come my house.
Then they go back cwp and i was dota here.
Alright going out soon.

2009-08-02T12:59:00.001+08:00

Wheeeh.
Happy birthday to Ming Hui 16th birthday.
K bye.

2009-08-01T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hello, back. In the afternoon went for piano lesson. Then come back home went to buy bubble tea to drink. That's the first thing my stomach have digest for today. After drinking it, somehow feel very full. Come back home dota. Wow 34 kills, 0 dies. Shiok. Okay. Idk what am i going to do at night. Sad, no one tag me. Okay Julia is sick. I am going to cook porridge for this idiot on monday. Yay, first time i cook porridge. Confirm taste like shit one! I am short of money! Please god give me some money. Lol.

2009-07-31T18:47:00.003+08:00

Hello dude. Okay.

Thursday was a fine day. Went to school with daniel i think. Dont remember too much about yesterday. Freaking bored in school. So sleep awhile during physics lesson. Just right at the time i close my eyes, the fire drill alarm rang. So went down to the field. Somehow when we are in the field, the millipede start to came out. So someone catch the millipede and put it in the plastic bag. When we reach class, they put on someone books. Lol, so freaking funny. End up the victim cry. ;x In the end VP come to our class and talk again. During poa and maths lesson, the millipede are crawling all around the classroom. Lols. Alright i skip sst. Ms ho called my dad that i skipped sst. During sst have test so means i skip test. Alright. Deep trouble.

Today went to 768 mac and then went to meet lionel. On my way there somehow duno why i meet melissa. So went to meet lionel with her. Then saw zheng fu and went school tgt. Fuck. Late. Asshole. Was late by few minutes, as usual. Pig flu - xi qing also late. Lols. Okay then VP bring me up to class. Then talk about yesterday that thing. Lols. Then maths, becuz yesterday skip sst, ms ho came beating me. Lols. Yeah, serious damn funny at that time. After maths is physics. Went to lab, i did my physics practical first time by myself. Felt so proud. Then was having mother tongue. Slack the whole lesson. After mt will be recess and poa. After poa lesson prepare to go out and somehow ms ho caught me and ask me to do the test which was supposed to be done at yesterday sst. And Peng cong also must stay back and do work so do with him. Wooh, i think i play more than doing the paper. The stupid asshole girl - ALYSSA come and use her art board and whack my head. Finally was let off to get home. Yay. Home sweet Home! Lols. At night can find my thermometer. In the end is with melissa. Omg she go ....... my thermometer. Wth! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

Hpy, seriously, go look for a doctor. Take care. Drink more water. Idw everything to change. Fullstop. No change.

2009-07-29T18:50:00.004+08:00

Yay Yay. Back to post again. Okay today went to school alone. I reached school damn early. As usual bought green tea and drink in class. Okay soon lesson start. Idk why i suddenly get so hyper. Keep on joke and joke in class. ;D First was having pe. Did my first time 2.4km run this year. I know i will failed so decided to walk all the way. Walk one round went for counselling. Air con! ;D Next was lights. Did nothing much. Next was maths. Wow i never sleep in class. Sadly i failed my class test. D: Then recess. Next was Social Studies. Have class test. Omg lah. Then is english. I forget wht i do already. That all for today! Yay, dinner having pizza! Dad order pizza hut. Yay yay!

No, You have to change. I want a friend, a friend who treat me nice, a friend who joke with me like what you did in the past. Idw a friend who treat me like so cold. For my sake change. He did wrong, you should not follow. Please, i have trust you, idw to lost a friend, especially like you. Idw sorry, i want you to be like before, a cheerful person. You promise you will change. Please change! For my sake.

I have think what i do. Through almost this 1 year we start to talk, until now, it change a lot. Everything start nicely, you were sweet. End up whenever i see you, it seems as though we did not know each other. What? What can i do? Please tell me what should i do?

Yes, i have did wrong. I know. Sorry is what i say. Change is what i can do. Please, idk what i can do right now? How have you been? Do you still eat your meal? I am worry about you. Take care of yourself.

2009-07-28T19:21:00.002+08:00

Sup dude! Alright.

Yesterday during poa lesson, teacher never come! Yay talk to the cacat family. Wa, so funny. Salehin is talking about the pontiyanak (idk how to spell) thing. Wow, having fun laughing at xiu xian cuz she scare! :P Skipskip after school i saw Ee Nee! Hahas, damn funny. Okay i have study k! Stay back for maths mock exam. Freaking bored! At night went for tuition. Teacher say my composition not bad! I chose the damn diffcult question and first time teacher say my compo not bad, still can pass leh. Thanks the asshole girl Ms Yeo Julia. Since i chat with her, i can feel that my english have improved! :D Yay Yay! Come back home having a bodyache. Watch Incredible tales. In the end i dont dare to sleep. D:

Today went to meet jie liang. Then headed to school. No late. First was English lesson. Mrs Seah was not here. So relieve teacher let us watch Mr Bean. I watch before but still funny. Next was Mother Tongue. Both of the chinese teacher was not here. So watch duno what lame show. Then Lights. FT did come. Recess. Then Geography lesson, Ms Mas was not here! So do nothing! Sleep throughout two periods. Next was Social Studies. Ms Sharifah was not here. It was like so unusual that she will be absent even for a day. Next chemistry teacher got come. So overall today we have 6 different subject but only 2 subject teacher come. Waste time siol!!! After that come back home and rest. I am tired.

You you you, take care. Dont sick. I still remember the past of you.

2009-07-25T19:25:00.002+08:00

This is what black face cacat xiu xian ask the cacat to do!
Okay she is 69 % cacat.
K see mine!

[ ] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[] You have ran into a tree/bush
[ ] You have been called a "blonde"
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[x] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
so far: 6

[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
so far: 8

[x] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
so far: 12

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
so far: 16

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 23

Eh cacat(s) , overall im only 69% retard okey. I know is same as xiuxian! I never cheat. See it! I NEVER CHEAT! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER!
Wooo, idk that the song abc is same as twinkle twinkle little star.

Even i am not the retard! The "cacat family" will still call me as the most retard person. I am use to it anyway!

Ohwell, somehow i not retard during exam. Friday after school went to cwp to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. The show was overall nice. I think there is still the another part the next year on Harry Potter. Probably is the last part. After watching it, headed back home while mama and papa went to eat. When papa and mama back, we went to chua chu kang to meet cousin. Then take lorry down to grandma house and then went to changi airport. The time when i reached airport is 22.23pm. Went there to fetch cousin. She went to somewhere in America to study, botsom i think. Waited until 23.40pm the plane finally landed and she walk out at 00.12am. Damn tired and cold you know. Touched right? Scarifice my sleep to go wait for her! Then went back home. Reach home at 01.25am. know why i know the time? Cuz i keep looking at the phone time which is totally accurate to the airport time. :D Lols. Damn tired and then i slept.

Today i wake up at 11 plus. Went to cwp before i go for piano lesson. I saw a damn damn damn damn hot + chio + cute babe advertising for the F1 thingy for singtel. Went for piano, was a bit late. After piano lesson i went back home and here i am. I am now freaking stress up! Ahhhh! What what what should i do? ohh let me rest. Have a good rest.

May there be a time, just a single time, you spend your whole night, sms me with no quarrel and those sweet words. Will there be a day that it really arrive? I wonder. The memory of you did not faded. It still there, and it was still as clear as before.

2009-07-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

Okay okay.
Hello.
Yesterday is 22 July 2009!
Solar eclipse!
Wooo, but did not saw it.
Okay having chinese o level LC ytd.
It was a hard paper.
Then then at night stay up until damn late to watch solar eclipse show.
Nice.
Sleep at damn late.
Okay.

Today went school.
Having oral today.
I am the first one.
But then end up being the second one.
Okay the oral is still okay.
Conversation is about the hairstyle.
Mama is going to bring me to watch harry potter tmrw.
Yay.

Okay, hpy told me she can get full marks for her math test.
Pray hard that she wont get full marks.
Yeah, i am going to treat her starbucks the coffee thingy to her if she get full marks for maths. ;x
And i told her i will get As for maths.
She say she will treat me mac.
Yay.
I sure get As one.

2009-07-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hello dude.
Yay, monday back to school again.
Monday school celebrate racial harmony day.
So many people wearing the culture custume.
The whole school like so colourful like that.
So firstly was poa lesson.
Manage to listen over the first period of the lesson.
Usually the first period of the day and the first period after recess, people seems to sleep in class.
Then mother tongue.
Did nothing but talk.
Cuz teacher teach nothing. ;x
Then lights i think.
Teacher never come.
Recess, my drinks is being moved from place to place.
Then maths lesson.
Omg. ;x
Dont say it out better.
Then after school went back home and play dota.
After that went to meet julia.
And she wants to be cute. ;x
Okay i sprain my leg.
Idk when it happens.
After that went to meet lionel for tuition and after tuition went back home.

Tuesday, meet jie liang and go school tgt.
Then first lesson is english.
Omg teacher cry. ;x
So sorry. D:
After that was mother tongue, sleep again.
And then i was ask to do the survey thing.
And then went for recess and having geography lesson and physics lesson and chemistry lesson.
Alright i did not skip poa sst.
And then after sst, i am back home

2009-07-18T16:49:00.003+08:00

Wheeeh.
Tan Zhan Hua is now officially going to GRADE 5 piano on 18 July 2009.
No more grade 4 already.
Yay!
Have been learning piano since sec 1.
3 years of hard work, finally is half of the learning to grade 8!
Wa, got grade 5 exam pieces.
Dont think i am going for exam for piano the next year.
$300 plus you know for a 15 min exam!

You, you, yeah dont turn your head away.
Continue reading.
Dont need to be shy one.
Not that i am bohxim.
I sleep at damn damn late yesterday.
Around 1pm.
Cuz i never do my theory for piano which i need to hand up by today. ;x
I want to wish you but but, my dad have confiscate my line away.
He fucking asshole.
He will return to me this evening.
I will still wish you.
A, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
No sad, no angry, no emo. Hopefully you really.
Knowing you for more than a year.
I thought you was a cheerful person at first sight.
Slowly i know that you are not as cheerful as you shown.
Whatever it is, try hard to forget him.
I think you will. ;D
And i wish you good luck for your o level to your 6As of 6 subject.
Sorry that previously i have disturb you on this matters.
Whether i have the capability to get 3As which you want me to do, i myself i know.
At last birthday girl, you know who you are right?
Happy birthday to 16th years old of LOH JIA XIN!
Touch right?
I know you will touch.
No need to act fierce one. ;x

Happy Birthday to WIFETY!!

2009-07-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY!
Today is Firday.
Alright i forget what happen.
I remember that thursday and friday went to slack.
Went to slack, the resident damn nice you know.
We slack outside their house, the resident ask us want water or biscut a not.
Damn nice sia.

Today morning went for piano exam.
Wa nervous ah.
I thought i was late at first.
Then in the end no late.
Heng ah.
I dont think i will pass. D:
Then went home dota.
After dota then went to school.
I reach school at 11.35am.
Ohhh, nice one.
On my way up to poa lesson, i saw JULIA HPY!!!
Okay, went to poa lesson.
Got test i think fail liao.

Alright, alright, glp, happy birthday in advance. I wishes you from my bottom of my heart. Celebrate with whoever you want.

The story always start with a happy beginning and end with a sad memories. It never ever change.

2009-07-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

Ahhh, hello dude.
Dad say he will give me back my SIM card the next week!
Yay!
Okay.
Last thrusday and friday have not been going school.
My counseller, FT and ms ho have called me.
Okay.
No more pon school.
K, saturday went for piano.
My piano exam is comming soon.
At night went to find ben to slack.
Went his house dota.
Then went to cwp to search for the domokun that he want to buy.

Monday, went to xin rong house before going to school.
End up late!
Yay!
Mr mok ask us to run.
No one run, but at last i start run first.
Then went back for lesson.
After school went back home with si en.
Then at night went for tuition.
Wow, i first time wear my shoe and not late for tuition for this year.
Yeah i am supergoodboy. ;D

Today went to meet at 768.
Waited for that 913 for very long.
Ohwell.
Then headed for school.
Kind of bored during recess as many people did not come to school today.
Physics lesson teacher never come.
Whoo free period.
Jun xian money is being stolen and he give it willingly.
Lols, joke.
After school went back home with wq.
Searching the lighter like hell at admiralty.
Sadly cant find any of it.

Sorry Yu Fen. D:
Did not meant to lost it purposely.
That thing might meant to be quite important to you.
Sorry ;x

A history that i cannot forget, it keep flashing through my mind. How can i stop the flashing? Or rather i did not want it to stop. I want it to continue like there is no ending. I just cant forget what the thing have happened. Or maybe i cannot accept the fact. A person who know each other treat the other person just like a stranger which he/she did not know. Idk what should i do next?

2009-07-10T10:57:00.003+08:00

Hellos dude.
Did not went school for this today.
Yesterday and today.
Yesterday FT call me.
Chua tio sia.
Today suppose to go but mama did not wake me and overslept.
Then counseller called me again.
The life at home is totally bored.

2009-07-08T19:00:00.003+08:00

Hello dude,
Alright i am back.
okay sunday and monday stay at home and rot all the way.
Woo shiok.
Monday is youth day!
Yay.
Stay at home leh.
But monday night i stay until late late.
Until 12am msg the ass hole alyssa.
I am the second one to msg her happy birthday!
Yay.

Tuesday went to meet Julia hpy and went to sch with her.
Supposed to meet others. ;x
I stay back for sst leh.
Ok zhan hua guai.
Doing the poa damn hard.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA!
14 years old still like xiao mei mei.
Grow up lah dey.

Today.
Meet at mac.
Having oral after school.
Freaking hard sia.

okay my number is being cut by dad.
Fuck.
Msn me if anything.

2009-07-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went to school with me slipper.
Cool right?
Cuz the day before is raining.
First thing i went into the school, mr mok ask me to change into school slipper.
He say my hand writting very nice and he like my hand writting leh!!!
And mr phua ask me whether is my underwear wet also.
Forever he is horny.
Did not went to change to school slipper so chabot away.
Then went to class.
Take temperature and asshole.
37.3.
Must run somemore the next time.
After school went out and went to play with zhi wei, peng yang, kheng yuan.
We played catching and must used bicycle to chase people one.
Lol.
Then went to xin rong house see him dota.

Okay today went for piano lesson.
One more lesson then is my exam.
Wooo, stress.
Slack awhile and come back home dota.
Later i am going to slack again!
Yay.

Not happy come fight lah. (:
So what i copy you?
Not happy, come only. :P
And and you dont geh geh.
You told me you look very cute.
Dont act cute! ;D
Thank you for chatting with me.

Idk. What i write is from what i am thinking. Sorry if everything make you to be a bad person. And i dont write anymore about you if not i will be a "victim" again.

The history repeat over and over again. Everything in my mind seems to be a spoilt television. It just keep repeating everything that happen in the past over and over again.

2009-07-02T20:25:00.004+08:00

Okayokay.
The 351th post today.
Today today is big day leh.
My birthday.
Wahahahas.
Eheh i know that my FT and Mrs Seah read my blog.
WTH.
Okay.

Firstly this are those who 12 am msg me - in order

Ming Hui
Shi Yong
Jasmine
Alyssa ( This asshole say that she want to 12am msg me but she fall asleep )

Secondly this are those who wish me through sms - in order

Cynthia ( I was surprised ;x )
Julia
Rachel
Zen
Lionel
Daniel

Thirdly this are those who wish me through saying - not all in order

James
Shawn
Melissa
Daniel
Jie liang
Lionel
Xin rong
Kenneth
Mahirah
Salehin
Haizal
Xiu xian
Tin kiat
Si en
Kheng li
Wei Qiang
Peng Cong
Wei Hao
Praveen
Zhong Guang
Swee Long
The office staff ( she give me a tissue as a present)
My class
Li qiang
Jun hong
Peng Yang
Wei lun
Benjamin
And who uh idk already.
Is like alot more than this.

Sorry that i have missed up your name.
But thanks everyone especially shawn and tin kiat, B4L, this two guys find ppl to bash me.
Thanks those who give me birthday bash.
That is really a pain one.
That is a memoriable brithday.

Forth, my class sang me BIRTHDAY SONG!!!
Wa, i get so shy lorh.
Okay thanks to x40.
Okayokay, i have say thanks and shake hand with everyone for more than 50 times.
Once again thanks to everyone.

Morning take bus saw this mushroom bro - shawn again.
And then saw tin kiat, so chatted and saw james.
So me and james went to xin rong block and take his dad lorry to school.
First lesson is SS.
Waa, why Ms Ng EE Nee never teach us already?
She teach can sleep and talk sia.
Ms Sharifah teach hell man!
Then having Chemistry.
The teacher is like so kpkb.
Lol
Next is FT.
Duno who say out my birthday then the whole class sing me birthday song.
Okay thanks.
Wa, next is recess the worst.
Get bashed up like wtf.
Ms Ho saved my life cuz she saw them bashing me.
Then poa lesson.
Then is math lesson.
Having test.
Still okay lah.
Then English.
Suddenly mrs seah ask me read cuz is my birthday.
Idk how she found out sia.
Before the lesson end, i can see shawn and tin kiat and all other friend come out.
Did not manage to escape.
Get bash the second time.
Okay thanks k?
Then went to find lionel and james and we go xin rong house.
After that slack and they go off and wei qiang come.
Then wei qiang walk me to meet julia.
Then wei qiang went off.
Chatted with julia for almost 2 hours.
Gosh first time i talk so much. ;x
I was like so long never talk to her face to face already.
She keep saying she looks cute.
And then i headed home.
Alright thanks ok, thanks everyone, thanks for the message, wishing, and bashing from you guys.
It make a really memoriable brithday for me.

Hey you, i think you also know right? You chose to still ignore me. Yeah i am nothing to you. Sadly that i pass my birthday without your wishing.

2009-07-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

Alright.
Firstly i want to thanks Hpy for cheering me up.
Even though she is sucks but still thanks. ;x
Woo love her to the max.
Secondly i want to thanks shi yong too.
He also cheer me up thanks.
Okay today went to school and saw shawn.
I told him my birthday tmr confirm tio bash.
He said he will be my bodyguard.
Hahas.
okay during recess mr mok find me and want me to apologise to the resident who i scold her vugarity.
Asshole.
Idw write but he force me so write.
Spend 2 period to write a 4 line letter.
Lols.
After school slack and back home.

Thanks quite a number of you wishing me happy birthday.
Ohhh.
Thanks.

Oh okay.
Happy birthday to 14 years old rachel.
And shihan jiejie to 16 years old.

2009-06-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hello dude.
Okok.
Sunday.
Wake up damn damn late.
Then go bath and went to grandma house to see that botak cousin!!
And went home at around 4pm.
Went to cut my hair at 883.
And it look like SHIT!
But it was really short.
And then went back home and i forget what i do.
At night, cant sleep.
Too eager to wait for the school reopen.
At 12+ then finally i sleep soundly.

Monday, first day of school at term 3.
I wake up before my alarm clock leh.
I wake almost 7 hours early than before.
Was like freaking tired.
Went to meet daniel at cwp with the big big present that i have bought it one month ago.
On my way to cwp, holy shit!
I stomach pain like hell.
But then was rushing to interchange so heck care about it.
But when i reach interchange like okay already.
Then reach school at about 6.40am.
Walk around and talk to so many ppl.
School start.
Timetable change.
Duno is it good or bad.
Have poa test.
I have confidence that i will get a part correct.
Better correct if not i will get 0 for my test.
Then have the what AYG thing?
Was so tired and sitting at the third floor there.
And then mother tongue lesson.
4e3 now join class with 4e2.
Wtf.
Recess okay.
Then math, the test was like omg.
Prepare to fail already.
After that is assembly but dont have so stay in class.
And i accidentally swallow down my barbell!
Lol.
After school went to slack and was kp auntie come kp me, and blah blah blah.
Then went home and prepare for the tution.
I was like 1 month never go tuition.
Shiok leh.

Tuesday, today.
Okay went to mac meet.
And come to school tgt.
I forget what happen already.
And then after school went to friend house and slack and back now.

I want to celebrate my BIRTHDAY myself alone. Alone, myself, a sad one.

From the day you start not to reply my message until today, you count how many message have i send you. How many did you reply? If you busy no time to reply i understand. But it is not. Asking you to accompany me on my birthday, you did not reply. Maybe your wish is to hope that i would ever disappear in your life forever. I know. It is not that idk. Everytime i take out my courage to message you, i have make my mentally prepare. I know when you receieve the message you just press the delete button at your phone. I know you are just trying to avoid me. What for? Yay, i might be a dumbass to understand what are you thinking right not. But i am not a dumbass to know what you want to do right now. I know you wont find me forever after the tuition end. I was like cherish ever minutes, every seconds, every moment the time i am with you. That why i want to spend the night with you. I think of everything. The first time i told you my problem, the first time i told you i angry. You will never ever fail to cheer me up, make me chill down. You never fail to leave me alone. The time i called you and talk and laugh together. At that moment, i felt i am the lowest point of my life, you cheer me up. Idk how you did that. How i wish i could rewind back to that day. Can it ever happen? Let me rewind every happy memories to 29 september when you ever told me that. You once brought me out from my darkness, why you want to throw me back again? Everything i done, i thought, i said, to you, is just like a wind. It go in your ears, and then it blew out from your ears. Your never ever remember my words. I keep trying and trying, i try to be a nice person, to please you whatever you want me to do, but you just keep ignoring me. Seriously, how much am i worth to you? would you still be there on 2 July night for me? If no, Please, let me, myself to destroy my own life, and let me die. I will just bring your memories, bring it throughout of my life and i will never ever forget you.

Litertuare student will always be nice in talking.

2009-06-27T14:45:00.002+08:00

Back here again.
Wa, rot at home.
Since tuesday until yesterday i never go out at all.
Wooo.
Everyday sleep at 1am then wake up at 12pm.
I sleep almost half a day. ;D
Left with half the day playing.
Then play dota ;x for the 1/6 of the day.
And i use the 1/6 of the day time on web.
Left with 2/3.
Half of the time doing unecessary thing and half of the time watching tv and some of the time i was practicing my piano.
20 more days is my piano exam already.
Stress.
2 more days school reopen already.
I felt like years never go school already.
Go school = No free time for me to sleep. D:
O level comming, wa stress.
I understand why teenager die at sec 4 cuz really too stress already.
I know exam comming but i havent take out my book and study and it make me feel more stress.

2009-06-23T12:45:00.002+08:00

I am back again.
Lol.
4 days i send 600+ msg yay break record.
But then unlimited one nevermind.
That why my hp batt one day can use finish.
At sunday, zhanhua guai, i stay at home never go out.
Then HPY msn told me her dream.
I knw she miss me too.
At night watch incredible tales.
So long never watch.
But the story show before about a drown girl.
So not scary.

Monday.
Yesterday wake up.
Wake up very late.
Then went dota awhile.
After that went out to slack with daniel.
On the way there, 3G hpy again.
She say she go cut her fringe.
So cute.
I going to pinch her cheek hard when school reopen.
Went to daniel house see him dota.
Then i went back home for dinner.
After that was msg-ing with hpy julia.
She say she leaving to china soon.
Ahhh miss you uh.

I am a good hpy, she wake me up at 5.15am by sending me a msg.
I got wake up leh.
But then i wake at 7.30 cuz i have nightmare.
Msg her awhile and call her to chit chat.
Then bye she go for her plane.
Bye hpy.
Do miss me.
Alright.
Next i will dota maybe later going to cwp.
End here.

2009-06-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

When is father day? I think it is comming right? I have waited long. Waiting you to told me happy father day. It what you did last year. You msg me. Will you do it this year too? I am waiting. But my senses tell me you wont. Prove me wrong can? Please prove me wrong. Will you? I have know you for so long. I have really being want to change. Talk to me, like what we do in the past. Will the day ever come? That wish i have been wish for 3 months. You told me before in the past, you say no matter what i do, you will forgive me. But why this time you wont? You told me you wont hate me. Idk now are you hating me or what. I have 4 month left in this admiralty secondary school. Give me all the happy memory before i leave k? Will you did it for me? After i leave, hopefully you will still always remember me.

2009-06-20T18:07:00.002+08:00

Alright.
3 weeks of the holiday have gone.
Have been spending all the time to rot at home doing nothing.
Alah nvr go for work at all.
Sad, no money and income.
Okay.
Yesterday head down to bishan juntion 8 for the duno how many times to get my dearest phone.
Pray hard to god please, for the phone especially the batt, dont drain too fast.
If not, i will went on to sony ericsson for servicing the 5th time.
Msg every ppl for my change of number.
Then my phone vibrating for msg non stop.
I got the most asshole reply from shawn.
Lols.
Then at night cousin msg me.
He is at puala tekong for his preparing NS.
I wonder how he smoke during his training. ;x
Then i use my phone to 3G HPY julia.
Lols, it seems that i first time taking phone like that.
Hahas HPY is acting cute in the bus when i 3G her.

Alright she is going to malaysia and china soon.
K, i wish hpy play happily, and take care yourself.
Through this oversea trip, leave all the past unhappy thing away and start your new life once your reach singapore the next week.
It is short but very meaningful.

Today.
Erm erm no much happen.
The most happy thing is i level my maple character.
The most dulan thing is i my dota teammate is such a ass-ing noob.
I think i even pro than them when i first play dota.
He go steal my item which was at the foundtain.
I think does who play dota understand what i say.
Gosh.

Holiday is ending soon.
3 weeks have pass like 3 days time.
Time fly fast when you did not realise it.
4 months times i will be leaving admiralty secondary.
It have a lot of happy and sad memories in it.
Whatever bad thing i say about the school, i still miss this school.
4 years of my life since i am small kid at age of 13 until 16 havew pass just too fast.
Thinking what have happen since sec 1 to sec 4, it really too much.
Idk after secondary where am i going to.
Maybe Poly or out to work.
ITE maybe.
JC is a totally IMPOSSIBLE to me.
Times really passes too fast.
I hope that i could stop and went back to last year when i was sitting outside complaining how sucks is this school.
People pls still contact me after the next year.
No matter who are you, just contact me when you are free.

2009-06-17T13:28:00.005+08:00

Alright.
Yesterday stay at home the whole day.
Kindly bored lah.
Having a bad headache.
In the end at night i cant sleep.

Today.
I predict later i going to find the tin kiat.
His birthday is today.
Hahas.
Alright here this part is edited.
Okay.
Evening went to vista point for tinkiat.
Long time no see him already.
Alright talk talk and play dai di.
CCB.
I play until super nice, going to end the game with me winning then tk birthday start.
In the end mess up.
Wth.
Nvm.
Sang him birthday song and his face tio cake.
Next was si en.
Then xin rong come and xin rong kena.
Okay eat cake and slack awhile and went back home.

Happy 16th birthday to Tin Kiat.
~ B4L ! ~

My birthday is also coming in 14 more days. Yes you, i want you to celebrate with me. Hopefully you know that i am asking you. I know you will make it a very memorable for me. Will my wish ever come true? Hopefully yes.

2009-06-15T11:39:00.003+08:00

Hello dude.
Friday afternoon went for phone repair, the person give me new batt.
After that went to bugis search for bag.
Then bus back home.
Almk batt still drain very fast.
So went to servicing the forth time on sat at bishan.
Waited quite long.
Need to wait for 22 person.
Take number liao go eat kfc with mama and still got time to walk around.
After that when we go see the number, the number only jump 10 person.
Asshole sia.
Finally my turn then the person take my hp for servicing for about 5 days.
Almk.
After that come back home play dota. ;x

Sunday.
Okay, morning wake up quite blur then dota again. ;x
After that at 6pm like that went to cwp SingTel to sign a new contract.
Waited quite long also.
Then i was standing outside the SingTel shop.
Beside there was mac.
Then i look over it.
And i saw someone look like LohJiaXin.
So super funny.
Then i gehsiao tell papa i hungry i want go eat. ;x
Then papa bring me go mac eat.
Really the person is LohJiaXin.
Chua tio sia.
Then daniel come from idk where.
Eat finish and then mama come.
Then went to see my turn to sign up already a not.
Still quite long.
So wait wait.
My turn come then daniel is also with me.
After getting new number, i geh siao again ask papa and mama to go back first.
Then went to ask the Dutch Lady LohJiaXin what time she finish work.
Then then went to woodgrove there find ben.
After that went to send daniel back home.
And then bus to cwp and bus to woodgrove again to meet ben.
Then bus from woodgrove there back to cwp to meet the Dutch Lady LohJiaXin.
As usual she very pro at dragging time.
Then pangseh ben and send Dutch Lady LohJiaXin back home.
Know why she is call Dutch Lady?
Becuz mac got the duno what shirt purple colour one for the selling ice cream person to wear.
That why she look like a Dutch lady.
And this Dutch Lady thing is she told me one. ;x
After sending her back home, bus back home.

Alright as for today.
I predict first.
Later going to meet Julia HPY and then went to find daniel to slack.
Alright this all for this few days.
K a long post right.

Bye dude.

Because i am saying everything from my bottom of my heart without a single lie to you, that why i cant say all the nice word to you everytime. If i say all the nice word to you with every lie to you, i seem meaningless that i talk to you. Whenever you work till late at night, i will be worrying for you.

2009-06-12T09:57:00.003+08:00

The time now is 10am.
Wake up quite early.
My asshole phone still got the battery-draning-too-fast problem.
Duno why i would get until that asshole phone.
Later going to service again.
Omg, this is the 3rd time i going for the same issue.

You still remember?
Way long long ago, somewhere around 1 year before.
You come back home and told me happy father day.
Will i get the same happy that you told me last year again?
Sometime i think, do i ever play a even small part to you.
Sometime i think yes but sometime i think no.
I remember the funniest thing you make me laugh non stop is that you told me that you scare of ghost in the middle of the night.
Sometime i thinking at night, whether you are sleeping well a not.
Maybe you are too good to me, and i take thing granted.
Whatever it is, i want to be a good dad, a responsible, a caring one.
I think i can did it better than before.
I think through what you told me and ask me to change.
I say i will, but it never happen.
The present i bought for you is still with me.
I knw that you have it alot but still i hope you will still love it.
I dont wish that you will treat me so well like before, at least just forget the past.
And i knw you wont right?
I think you might read this?
Idk how you will feel.
Maybe i should learn to be nice to you before you ever knw it.

2009-06-11T19:02:00.008+08:00

Hello dude.
Erm erms.
Let me think what had happen.
I forget what monday and tuesday thing that had happen.
Alright yesterday afternoon went to get my hp.
Cuz the batt drain super fast.
After repair, now still drain very fast.
Duno why i so unlucky get until this hp batt drain so fast.
Then after that at night went for piano group lesson.
After piano went back home.
On the way saw shawn and lewis playing basketball.
Then talk awhile until 10pm like that went back home.

Today wake up papa bring me to pasir ris.
Went there to send my cousin to NS.
Then then go to take bus to duno where and take ship to puala tekong.
Then at there hear the sergant saying what happening in NS.
Freaking hot at there.
The island is also quite big leh.
Alright there is some picture i take at there.
Listen until 3pm like that, take ship back singapore and then went back home.
Weeee~~~

puala tekong

Singapore

This is idk what chemical i mix in the chemistry lab. HPY this is what i want to give you see.

2009-06-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

Back to blog after few days of MIA.
Hello dude.
Continue friday things.
Wooo i bithday on friday!
It is my chinese brithday.
And JULIA - HPY sing me birthday song on phone!! ;D
She say she going to bake a cake for me.
Hehe love her x 1000000000000000000000000 times.
Afternoon like that went to slack slack awhile and end the day.

Saturday.
Went for piano lesson.
Then went to slack awhile.
At night went to west coast with mama to baibai.
Reach back home at about 1am.
Tired uh!

Sunday morning went to help family they all carry thing from sembawang to sengkang.
Then from sengkang carry thing to grandma house.
At grandma house sleep awhile then went to bishan.
I took the circle line MRT.
Nothing different from the north west line MRT one.
Just that it is smaller alot.
Went to J8 for repairing my hp.
The battery just cant stop draining.
Rahhhs.
Then i am back at home now!

I help ben pierce his thick lips. ;x
Wooo who want to be the third person to give me pierce! wahahas. ;x
Jkjk.

2009-06-04T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hello dude.
I am back. ;D
Tuesday went to school for remidal.
During SS i was dee siao ms ng ee nee.
After school dad went to meet form teacher.
Waited quite a long time.
I and dad was sitting inside G.O to enjoy the air con.
Then ms ng come and self introduce herself is my ss teacher.
So funny.
I thought she going to bad mouth about me to my dad cuz i am always rude and playing through her lesson.
But then she say i have change from the past.
She say i have do her work during lesson when most of them were not listening to the lesson.
Wooo.
She actually say i have changed. ;D
Yay.
But then she say i keep on shaking. -.-
Then while she talking to my dad, mrs seah come.
She also say i have change from the past.
But still i am quite lazy.
Next form teacher come.
Same thing she say i have change. ;D
Haha.
She also say i keep shaking all about. =.=
Then next another ms ng come.
The chemistry teacher.
I forget what she say already.
Then she say i cannot stand still must keep shaking. =.=
Lols.
Then finally went home and then went to bai bai at depot road.
Then went to grandma house.
Dee siao cousin.
Hahas then went back home.

Yesterday okay lah.
During poa mrs sam say she saw my blog during lms.
Omg teacher also read student blog.
Gosh.
After that went to woodlands ring there awhile and back home.

Today went school, do nothing.
Skip chemistry lesson and slack. ;x
Thanks shawn for accompany me.
Then went back home DOTA!!!!

End here.
Hey people teacher got read our blog one! ;x

2009-06-01T15:59:00.002+08:00

All right.
Yesterday.
Did not plan to go out ytd but still go out.
Mama force me to study chinese format for letter writing.
After finish learning went out to meet ben.
Slack awhile and then went to find shawn.
Then me and ben went down slack.
Then find julia.
After that went back slack.
Did not eat my dinner end up gastric.
Then thanks ben for treating me eat.
After that cab down with tin kiat and chee guan and slack awhile and home.

Today having the mother tongue paper.
Ohh compo really die.
I think i write out of point.
Paper 2 is compre i think still okay lah.
No As i think. D:
Omg.
Ahhh.
End here dude.

2009-05-31T13:56:00.002+08:00

Oh nothing much yesterday
Went for piano.
Come back home rest awhile and computer!!!
At night go out slack and then back home.

Today wake up do nothing and computer.
Ohh.
My handphone fucking no money already! ;D
Dont intend to top up.
Papa say he going to take a new line for me again!
Yay.

Hpy told me this.
" Cherish your boy/girlfriend before he/she leave you "
Haha cheer up yaw! ;D
Although you are laughing but i knw you are using your laughter to cover you sadness. D:
Hpy will forever beside you cheering you up! ;D

2009-05-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Cynthia koh.
Idk why.
I stay awake up until 12am and force myself not to sleep just to send you 12am msg, and this is what i get from you.
WTF?!
Forget about it.
Did not want to go to school.
So bluff mama that i having lms today.
But she say that papa have called the school on tuesday already.
No choice and to go school.
Bored.
I was quite early in school today.
Chinese all the time.
After that went to find jie liang.
And duno why i saw hpy there too.
Hpy seem quite sad uh. D:
Soon she and si en left and then alex left.
Then kheng yuan come and slack to wait for lionel they all.
Soon lionel and daniel come out.
This two person dont allow me to go back home. ;x
Then went to find wq.
Then benjamin come find us.
Slack and paly poker.
Wq owe me $16.50 now.
Then after that ben come my house downstair and slack and back home.

idk that doing so much just to ask for a forgive is so hard. after i spending my late 12am to msg you a happy birthday, not even a thank you but i cold shoulder. i knw i did it on my willing. fine.

Hpy cheer up, i swear to make you happy can. dont sad already.

2009-05-28T10:19:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I got back my hp!!
But still the batt drain very fast. D:
Went to school feeling very tired.
Having chinese lesson the whole day.
I hate it lah.
After school went to mac with lionel, daniel, kok kiong and that idiot zhi wei.
That zhi wei is very very very irratating.
He told us he want to go already then he keep on saying bye bye to me.
After 30 min he still dont wan to go.
He keep irratate me.
Lol.
He ask me to look at him for 5 seconds then he will go.
Then he still dont want go.
In the end i leave mac first with daniel to cwp.
Went to cwp to buy present.
After that went back home.
Sleep quite late cuz hpy die die dont want let me sleep.
Ahhhh.

Hpy uh hpy.
Dont sad dont sad.
I try my very very best to help you.
Dont ever skip lesson already.
I very good right?
I cheer you up a lot lorh.

2009-05-26T12:53:00.001+08:00

Fuck, idk.
I think i having a bad mood now.
Idk why.
I need something to release my stress.
Gosh,
What can i do?
I really felt stress.

2009-05-26T10:47:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
Oh yeah!
Happy birthday to Tan Xin Rong on 23 May!
Celebrating his birthday by hitting his punching bag in his room.
Lols.

Yesterday went to school forget bring ezlink card.
In the end i pay $3 for two ride of bus to school.
Then forget bring thermometer and need to pay $1.
No more swine flu already then still take what temperature?
Having chinese lesson for more than 4 hours.
When the lesson start, we were playing poker but then we stop.
As usual talking throughout the lesson.
After that sleep. ;x
But then still got listen abit lah.
Then cheering practice for today.
After that was briefing of coming o level chinese paper.
Then went back home.
Tired sia.

Today did not went to school cuz i dont want go.
Anyway today just got the cheering thing.
No point going also.

Looking at the day passes, it left 3days.
Rememeber you told me that you wish your birthday not to come?
I promised you that i will celebrate your birthday and make you unforgettable.
I am looking at the time passing for every hours, every minutes and every seconds.
Every seconds pass show that the time is getting lesser.
what can i do?
If i could never celebrate with you, i promise you i will make up for the next year.

2009-05-24T17:40:00.004+08:00

Oh well.
Back again.
Hello dude.
Today wake up quite early and went to aunt house at punggol.
Carry damn lot of thing and bring back home.
After that went to grandma house.
Then went to orchard for handphone service.
Cause my hp batt drain too fast.
Oh gosh.
I forget to back up all my new contacts and message in memory card.
Holy shit.
All my message is gone. D:
Going to be handphone-less for two days.
Going to get back my hp on next tuesday.
I going to die man!
Somemore next week there is a stupid programme called Intensive chinese lesson.
Is for those 4E/ 5N taking mother tongue paper the comming 1 June.
From 8am to 3pm i think, there will be all chinese lesson.
I going to study chinese until i go mad.
Next tuesday have to stupid cheer.
Omg.
Next week will be a hell to me.
I think i am not going for the cheer.
Who want to skip?

People dont contact me during today to Tuesday.
Thanks.

2009-05-22T17:58:00.002+08:00

Morning went to meet daniel.
Due to yesterday raining, my whole shoe is wet.
Therefore i have to wear slipper to school.
Was feeling better today.
On the way to mac with daniel saw tin kiat.
He laughing at me wearing slipper.
Hahas, he also wear slipper.
Went to meet lionel and head to school.
Throughout four year in admiralty sec, this is the first time i wearing slipper in school walking all about.
During mother tongue walking around the whole school.
Got something bad and got upset again.
I just dont knw why the thing that happen keep appearing out.
Suddenly felt very tired.
Then after school went out to slack awhile.
Then went back home.

jx dont work too hard.

That all for today.
You cant feel my anxious cause you dont care.
I just want you to think of how much this year i had done for you.
I admit that you have done more than me, at least i am still meant well for you.

2009-05-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

Oh today is thursday already.
Have been MIA for 3 days.
Monday and tuesday nothing much happen.
Get back exam paper.
I passed my math getting B3.
Sadly no A2.
I have been praying hard for As.
Dont have to say, yeah i fail other subject.
Almk.
I going to study hard.
O level wont be failing so much.
I pass my physics and chinese as well.
But chinese overall with class test, i failed.
Physics passed but add with chemistry, i failed.
When mr lam say i get 33/65 for my physics, the whole class clap for me.
So cool lorh.
I have to thanks JOYCE this girl.

Wednesday.
Oh check paper again.
After school head back and dota.
Fucking upset.
From what people told me someone claim to be cynthia and idk what is happening.
Now is not.
At first i knw the person was cynthia.
I have been got upset for their conversation but yet happy that she talk to me.
But in the end i got more upset.
It hurt me a lot.
Idk why suddenly got so tired.
Cant even walk properly.
Talking to wq and daniel for more than 2 hours.
But i still cant feel that i am still normal.
Text to laopo jia xin.
It was 12am at the time.
I could not sleep.
She reply me.
But in the end i sleep few minutes later. ;x
Have a nightmare and wake up around 2.45am.
Reply her msg and shocked that at midninght she still never sleep.
She claim that she was studying.

Today.
Went to school like a zombie.
Went to meet lionel and daniel at 768.
But tin kiat call me and talk to him.
In school i was like no soul in my body.
Whoever told me about dota, i will freaking angry.
Have been scolding alot of people in school.
And have been ignoring alot of people.
Sorry for that.
Wanted to sleep until recess.
I cant sleep at all.
Ytd thing keep appearing out my mind.
Idk what.
Wake up and stare in to space.
The time, every minute, every second passby me is like a torturing to me.
8 more days to your birthday.
I really want to spend the maybe last time celebrate your birthday with you.
I leaving the school this year, idk whether is there a chance for me to celebrate the next year.
Finally recess, decide to spend the time myself eating.
In the end everyone come asking me to play dota.
Fucking dulan again.
After that poa, teacher never come.
Spend the whole two period alone.
Finally i peace of silence.
A lot of thing appear through my mind.
Idk why i have do so much.
Some joke are not really mean to hurt you.
I knw is my fault for not knwing how to communicate with you.
After school went CBO.
Then went to play ping pong with jie liang.
Wooo it reduced my stress alot.
And then now that person ytd is not "cynthia".
And idk whether is true or fake.

Thanks to this dumb glp alot.
I dont think she is studying until 3am.
I think she is just trying to cheering me up.
Thanks lots lots lots.

Sorry to those who i treat unwell today.
Having a fucking bad mood behaving like zombie.

2009-05-17T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Yesterday wake up and went for piano.
Ma de going for exam soon in july. ;D
Then went back home use computer.
Then at night went out slack until 10.30pm go back home tio scold by papa a bit.

Today wake up and dota abit.
Ma de.
Keep losing.
Never win once before.
I think i play maple better that dota lorh!

2009-05-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hello dude,
Another post for today.
Yesterday having Science physics i think.
Very fast can finish the whole paper.
Then everyone left except Amaths and poa student have the second test.
Second test poa.
Before that i drink 3 bottle of Green Tea.
During exam went to toliet urine. =.=
If not i can finish the paper.
Lols.
Left few words never finish writing.
After poa, went to cb hse see wq play dota.
I never play.
Then went home at 3pm.

Today.
Went school.
Wth was late by alittle bit.
Then principal saw me kp me.
Ask me i got pierce a not.
Lols.
Then sing national anthem mr mok come kp me.
Lols.
Heck care.
Went to have chinese paper 2.
Freaking tired lah.
So do halfway and sleep.
In the end not enough time.
Lols.
I found out that everytime i sleep before i finish my paper, i will end up not enough time to finish.
After that having science mcq.
Lols.
I peep at joyce answer, hahas.
Then after that went home.
End here.
Bye dude.

2009-05-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hello dude,
Meet lionel and daniel early in the morning.
Went to school to have my test.
First is that holy english paper 2.
Gosh.
I totally duno how to do.
I think i fail my english.
No suprise cuz i am failing it since starting of this year.
Do half way, saw joyce and weiliang sleeping.
Then so many ppl sleeping.
Thought still got lots of time, so sleep too.
Left 20 min and then wake up and do summary.
Manage to finish it just on time.
Then they told me that they finish then sleep.
Lols.
I thought they havent finish.
Next was the math paper 2 => killer man.
The paper start from 10.31am to 1.01pm.
Then i say one min difference from 1pm the teacher also want to count.
Question from 1 to 4 and 8 to 10 is still not so tough.
But i did not study for graph.
Other i think still okay.
Question 5 to 7 was freaking hard.
But still manage to do question 5.
And anyhow do for question 7 and 8.
Manage finish just 1 min before the paper end.
Luckly of that 1 min if not did not manage to finish it.
Thanks mahirah for lending me her pencil and ruler.
After exam went to slack.
Slack until 3pm went to admiralty.
Lols.
Saw mr teo.
Bused to cwp with lionel they all to buy his dictionary.
After that headed back home and dota!!!
But due to someone objection that dota is BLOODY, so did not play too much.
Tmrw having physics and poa paper.
Wooo.
Good luck to myself!
Bye dude!

2009-05-12T13:53:00.002+08:00

Back to school again.
Got temperature taking today.
Holy shit.
Forget to bring thermometer.
Sit at G.O there.
Knn sit at there si beh du lan sia.
Mr teo know upper sec got exam and lower sec no exam.
He purposely let the lower sec take the temperature first.
Heck care him lah everytime he also like that one.
Anyway having geography paper.
I know i will also fail the paper.
After taking temperature, go up for exam.
Already 8.14am.
The exam not even started.
So do the exam finish still got 20 min to sleep.
After geography exam i thought still got time to eat.
But we straight go for mother tounge listening compre.
Dont think that i can score well for that.
After listening compre, home straight home.
Back to my computer again. ;D
Omg, having english paper 2 and math paper 2 tmrw.
Both paper are sure hard.
Gosh.

Alright end here dude.

2009-05-11T15:46:00.003+08:00

Edited at 12 May 2009, 2.00pm

Hellos,
Last friday went to school to have my paper.
Was late.
But no extra time given for chemistry paper.
Anyway i also manage to finish the paper.
Cuz idk how to do.
After that having poa paper after recess.
Did not bring calculator to school but thanks praveen for his calculator.
Did not expect that he would lend me. ;x
Many thanks.
If no calculator, my poa going to get one digit again.
I have been practicing for trading,profit and loss and balance sheet for poa.
Sadly it never come out for a single question.
I think i going to fail the whole paper 2.
Omg.
If this is my o level, gosh.
After exam went back home.

Saturday.
Hohohos.
Vesak day!
Went to 8 different places to baibai.
Very tired sia.
After finish bai bai went to grandma house to rest.
Then at night went to vista to slack awhile and then went back home.

Sunday.
Woooo.
Happy mama day!!!
Hohoho.
Happy mama day to my real mama and gan mama.
I play ting mama de hua on piano to give mama hear leh! ;D
Then at night DOTA!!!!!!!
But almk.

Monday, today.
Today mama wake me up.
Ask me to go sweep and mop the floor. =.=
Then went to play comp.
Want to dota again.
But later i dota, someone will sure say dota so bloody.
So went to play maple instead.
Play awhile and tired then now blogging.
Later at night going for the tuition.

Last but not least, happy birthday to my beloved brother, shawn niew song pek.
hahas.
Happy birthday to your 16 birthday.
Sorry that no present for you.
Okay end here.
Bye.

2009-05-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

Alright.
Continue from monday.
At night went to meet lionel at his friend house.
Then was late for tution.
As usual lah.
After tuition went home sleep.

Tuesday.
Dont understand why the school gate dont want to open and make us walk so long.
Nothing much happen.
After school went back home and sleep.
Super tired.

Wednesday.
Having english paper 1 and social studies test today.
Dont think that can scored well.
English paper 1 still okay.
Then recess and social studies paper.
Idk why i suddenly forget whatever thing I have learnt for ss.
Dont knw what to write.
Then i was peeping at joyce answer.
She write like omg so long.
In the end i write only 1 piece of paper.
Confirm failed one.
Waste my 1 hour studying.
Overall for the test still okay.
After social studies test, went back home with james and cynthia. ;x
On the way saw alviss and the guai lan and cute kid, zhi wei.
Went back home and use computer.
At night i spend around 2 hour studying for maths.
Woooo.

Today, Thursday.
Meet at mac today.
Side gate is finally open for us.
The alret of swine flu have reduced to yellow or green i think?
Why dont raise to red?
Then we come have o level at home. ;D
Lols.
Have math paper 1 and mother tounge paper 1 today.
Math paper is still okay.
I still have some time to sleep.
But we are sitting in the hall and the floor is made of wood.
And joyce keep shaking her leg and the floor got some shaking.
Cant sleep at all.
Next math paper 2 i think it will be a killer for us. D:
Next mother tounge paper 1.
Wooo i sitted far away from her.
Gosh.
No more copying already.
I think the format of letter writting is wrong already.
Then compo i write crap.
Gosh.
Then went walking around and then went home.
Overall for the test, math still okay.
Chinese is COMFIRM FAIL!
Loh jia xin all your fault lah.
Ytd ask you teach me then you keep on typing typing!
IDC, you better teach me physics.
Only you teach me physics i can score As.
Woooo, enjoy your CRAMP uh.

End here.
Bye dude!

2009-05-04T16:19:00.003+08:00

Wooo.
Saturday went to piano in the afternoon and then buy bubble tea at 883 and walk back home.
Fucking long when i walk home.
Wooo.
The piano lesson now is 1 hour already. ;D
I am upgraded to grade 5.
But it seems to be useless.
Went back home and rest awhile.
Then went to find grandma.
Having bbq at grandma house there.
Cousin's boyfriend actually got come one, but in the end never come.
Her boyfriend super funny, he went to pasir ris when we were at telok blanga.
Hope she wont read this. ;x
Bbq until quite late.
Reach home at about 12am.
But was sms - ing until 1am.
Tired.

Sunday.
Wake up at 11am plus.
Cuz papa purposely on the radio so loud to disturb me. =.=
Then on computer and chat.
Awhile later went to do poa.
Fucking hard to do sia.
Spend 1hour plus to do that one question.
At night went to play maple with shi yong.
Weee, my aquila lvl 58 already.
Still noob sia.

Today.
Went to mac meet james and lionel.
The weather is so cold and was raining.
Reach school side gate at 7.14am and the gate was closed.
So everyone have to walk a big big round to the main gate.
So never never ever go to admiralty secondary cuz no shelter and the main gate is facing the factory and i also duno why.
When we reach the main gate, saw mr teo wearing mask.
Lols.
Went back to class and keep on hearing mr teo voice through pa system and he dont wan to say his sentence at one go.
Keep on say half and stop and then continue.
Lols.
The swine flu is really power.
Hope that singapore make it to the red alret then we can have homestay LMS.
That will be wonderful.
If the swine flu really come to singapore, ALYSSA WONG will be the first person to kana the pig flu. ;D
wahahas, ;x

2009-05-01T13:01:00.003+08:00

Oh it is labour day.
School holiday.
Did not go out to anywhere.
Dota and maple at home.
It is to distract me for going to smoke again.
Feeling quite stress this few days.
Mye comming soon.
All my textbook is still at home.
I am still playing computer non stop.

1 May, last year of today, i remember cleary that i first time msg you this day. Till now one year have past. Sometime thing were good, sometime thing were bad. There were nice and bad thing happening. The same thing i have been wanting to say over and over again. Everything end with a sorry to you. I knw i knw. Tell me what can I do? Everytime i saw you, i feeling bad. WTH? What you want me to do? You tell me. Sorry.

2009-04-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
Glp.
Happy 7th month. ;D
Okay okay i promise you what i have promise.
Can you promise me that you stop going crazy about your hubby.
Wth.
Stop can?
Anyway good luck for your today mother tounge prelim. ;D

2009-04-28T19:51:00.004+08:00

Sup.
Okay.
Sunday went slack with daniel until duno what time then went back home.

Yesterday poa lesson.
Teacher praise me.
Saw it GLP.
A teacher who only scold student that praise me.
That show how much i have change. I am a supergoodboy -bhb-
Due to kieth talking non stop, he was now sitting infront of me.
Yay.
I dont have to sit at the front already.
I think this is the first time in my life during poa lesson i enjoyed.
After school went to cwp and then tin kiat house.
Then went back home dota.
7pm went for tuition.
Saw long time no see de bernard.
I was joking to get a cigg from him.
He really give. ;D
Then glp saw it and dont let me smoke.
Wth.
After tuition glp gone.
Run the whole marsilling to find her but cant find.
So send lionel to bus stop and then went to my house there slack with benjamin.

Today nothing much happen.
Morning mr teo say about the what flu.
Nothing much had happen.
Wooo.
End here.
Way to dota. ~~~~
Anyway happy birthday to daniel.
Wooo 16 years old already.
Sorry that i have ps you.
Brother forever!!!

2009-04-25T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Yesterday was friday.
Was late for school.
Then did nothing much in school.
Just remember that before english lesson, i was playing with ping pong ball outside the classroom.
Then the ping pong ball roll away and i bend down and catch.
When i stand up,my head hit the railing very hard.
This is james say one.
Then suddenly so many ppl laugh at me.
After english stay in class and playing ping pong with the wall.
Lols.
After school slack outside school awhile.
Alyssa kuku come.
See her like going to cry then make her happy.
At 2pm like that went back home and play maple.
At 5pm went down to marsiling sec there find daniel they all and slack awhile and then went back home.

Today morning went for piano.
Then went back home and maple again.
During maple see someone mega.
Read the conversation you will knw what going on.
It happen went i am afk playing dota.

2009-04-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

Hohos.
Yesterday was late for school.
And then got no punishment.
And during poa i was shock.
Glp look this part you sure wan to read one. ;D
Mrs sam ask me to go show my answer to the whole class.
Then i show.
And explain everything to the whole class.
In the end she say i very good.
Woo, i think this is the first time she prasie me since last year. ;D
After school did not go for napfa cuz need to wait too long alr.
So decide to went home.
Tin kiat force $10 to me and force me to take cab back home.
Omg, he is such a nice guy. ;D

Today was almost late for school.
But was not.
During poa lesson, i was berping at adrealle.
She is so nice to dee siao.
After poa mahirah was laughing at me.
Wth.
During chemistry teacher say i got put in effort to do work.
It seem that i almost everyday got praise for one subject.
Wooo.
Skipped sst due to having counselling at 4pm.
Went i going back home, i saw alyssa.
She keep disturbing me.
I give up lah.
I surrender fighting with you. ;D
Then went to counselling.
After that went back home and here i am!
Byes dude.

2009-04-21T19:56:00.006+08:00

Hello dude,
Let me think what had happen. ;x

Sunday.
Wake up at 10am and decide to go to gym.
Called daniel and duno what he is doing so wait till 2pm then go to gym.
Daniel was wearing slipper that why i wear slipper with him.
Holy shit.
When we reach there, the person in charge dont let us go in becuz of our slipper.
So went back to cwp.
Went the whole cwp to find glp.
Cant find her at all. D:
So went to mac for lunch.
Then glp come to find us and then went alr.
Awhile later went down to 756 with daniel and slack at there.
Zheng fu suddenly say want to come to my house.
Lols.
At 7.30pm like that walk from my house back to his house.
Then i was calling people out to find me.
Then zheng fu come and find me again and we went to find xin rong.
We were slacking at 756 and jie liang come.
After awhile i went to cwp at 10pm like that to find glp.
Waited her quite long.
Then accompany her from cwp back to her house.
I wan to smoke but glp dont let me smoke.
WTF.
Going to die from smoking.
And she dont wan to go back so accompany her to sit at her void deck there.
Listening to glp all kind of joke.
She say what teacher call her jian xin cuz her name is jia xin.
Laughing like siao lorh.
At 11.30pm like that she finally went back home.
Then i was running back home.
The road back home was like super far.
Reach home, i was scold by papa mama.
Heck care and bath and sleep.

Throughout all my life, this is the day when i am so happy together with you. ;D
Even i knw you are siao zhabor i still love you. ;D
Only with you, it will be the best moment of my life.

Monday.
Super tired lah.
Went to school and same.
During recess jessica come and take my money away.
Rahhhs.
After school went to cwp with tin kiat they all.
And alyssa and janet was sitting behind me in the bus.
Super super unlucky.
They keep on taking paper and throw me.
Wth.
The alyssa xiao di still say very fun!!!
Kuku sia her.
Then went back home bath and then went to find tin kiat they all.
At cwp see until alyssa again!
Unlucky leh.
Went to 786 there slack again.
At night went to tuition.
Saw glp again.
After tution went back home.

Tuesday.
Wth.
Went to school and the rain was like fuck.
So big.
When i reach school i was drench.
Very cold.
During mother tounge i was having gastric ATTACK!
After mother tounge is recess.
Having gastic more jia lat.
Everyone looking at me having gastric.
After recess was feeling better.
Having oral after school.
Between the break i saw alyssa again.
I took benjamin umbrella and hook her bag.
So funny.
Make her du lan.
After oral went out at 786 saw jie liang and melissa.
Awhile later zhi wei that cute boy come.
Talking to him and ALYSSA that xiao di come again.
Zhi wei told me alyssa drink 木瓜奶茶.
Having a fight with her.
Then she take bus go back first.
I take bus 912 from admiraly.
When bus 912 reach cwp i have a sense i would see alyssa again.
Mama de.
Really saw her.
Dee siao ing her.
Si beh funny lorh.

2009-04-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Erm.
Thursday,
Fire alarm.
Wth leh.
English lesson teacher nvr come so i want to sleep then ring.
Okay go to field.
And then finish the fire drill, went back to class.
Skip sst after school.
Slack and then went for counselling and then go cut my hair.
Kindly short leh.

Friday.
Skip sst being caught.
But becuz of ytd excuse for counselling, i got 1 hour of d.c only.
Then went back to class.
Math lesson.
Very bored leh.
At the end of the lesson, kenneth piercing was being caught. =.=
He just pierce the very top of the ear ytd.
Miss ho help him take out and his ear was bleeding.
The whole ear was fill with blood.
Help him poke, but cant go through.
But at last still can go through.
Quite discusting when i saw his ear was full of blood and his blood was on my hand.
Lol.
After school at first decided to skip d.c.
But then james keep on asking me to pei him then decide to stay for d.c.
After d.c went back home.

Today.
Oh,
Went out for piano.
Then come back home and went to take singapore flyer with my family.
The flyer is very slow but was very nice.
Then went back home.
Alright end here.

2009-04-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

Okay.
Something happen today.
Dont think i need to say it out as a lot of ppl knw what happen alr.
Alright.
I have to thanks tin kiat for helping me a lot this time.
He really help me a lot.
He is really a good brother!
And those who help me too. ;D
Went for sst and was late about 30min.
After sst went to d.c.
2 hour and 30 min d.c
Bored.
But was walking all around the school and playing.
Even mr teo asking me is it i touring the school.
Time pass very fast and then went back home.

2009-04-14T17:58:00.002+08:00

Wooo,
Back again.
Holy shit.
I did all my fucking poa question and then i go to school with that " first time without being scold and do automatically work done by me, myself"
And it is done totally by myself with every single question neatly done.
During poa lesson mrs sam come and see that i have done my work.
And she seems to pick on me purposely.
She check everything and said that i nvr done.
Wtf.
Even i am cacat or retard, other ppl copy my work also say i have done everything.
This show that you fucking not happy with me.
The reason i dont wan to talk back to that fucking poa teacher is becuz, since she wan to pick on me, what for i say she accuse me?
Just let her scold.
I do the work for myself.
At the end of the day, it all the benefit for myself.
There is no gain for the teacher.
It is okay to be scold for not doing her work when i spend 2 nights doing her homework.
Everything is done for myself.
And i have been used to it.
I have do your work, i knw myself.
I felt proud that i have do it.
And she fucking throw my 2 night work on the floor and expect me to pick up.
I dont look like her maid.
Damn dulan of her lah.
After poa is assembly as usual i am talking throughout the whole 1 hour.
After assembly went to slack.
And the went back home.

At evening jia xin ask me to go find her earlier.
Having a bad headache.
Reach there take out cigg and smoke.
Smoke until about half like that, loh jia xin thinking of all sort of method to make my cigg gone.
I knw it that she wont let me smoke.
So okay throw away the cigg.
Wasted but okay.
Then they search my bag for cigg and found a matchstick and they were playing with it.
Awhile later, police come.
Duno why also.
Check my bag and check everyhing.
Then awhile the police go.
Nothing happen.
Then go in for tuition and tuition end walk one big round and went back home.

Tuesday.
Today went to mac, no ppl there so go school with lionel.
Then nothing much happen.
Then end here.

LJX , I will be cheering you up no matter what happen.
I will be 24 hours a day free for you.
Cheer up k?
You cheer up i promise you i smoke lesser.
Okay.
And wear your uniform in school lah.
Dont wear your pe.
Dont be sad anymore.

2009-04-12T15:34:00.002+08:00

Okay.
Yesterday went to find tin kiat after piano lesson.
Then Chee Guan come.
He wanted me to help him pierce his left lips.
At first duno should help a not course i never help people pierce before.
Then at last decide to help him.
In the end, i pierce until very nice ;D ( nice is not i say one )
Then slack awhile later then went back home.
At night jia xin told me that she is back from malaysia.
Ohh.
Welcoming you back.
Sorry that did not reply you cuz hp no $.
Late at night was doing with that stupid p.o.a.
Do until super tired.

Sunday.
Just now went to mandai cemetry there to baibai ah gong and ah ma.
Then come back home comp until now.
Okay gtg.
Byes.

2009-04-11T10:58:00.002+08:00

Wooo.
Wednesday.
Went to school and at the end still skip sst.
Went to find tin kiat afterwards.
And then benjamin come after his sst.
Then we go cwp buy thing and head back 756 basketball court playing basketball.

Thursday.
Sport carnival this year again.
Last year sport carnival i climb through the fence and escape from school.
This year is my last year in school so decide to go.
Alright.
Firstly went to 2nd floor to look at basketball competition.
Then went down look at captain ball.
Awhile later went to basketball there again go support tin kiat they all.
Yellow house win at basketball.
Then went to captain ball again.
And then watch teacher and student playing captain ball.
And then went up to hall to hear the result.
I thought yellow or blue house will get first.
But, red house won the FIRST.
Since i am sec 1 till now, red house have been winning.
I nvr go wrong house. ;D
After being dismiss, went back home due to my lips piercing is closing.

Friday.
Happy good friday.
Did nothing much.
Just slack at my own home and play dota and maple.
Bored.

Saturday.
Just wake up not long.
Later going for piano lesson.

Hello,
Glp,
Going to malaysia?
Take care k?
You remember what you promise k?
I promise you i dont smoke until you come back k?
You cant ......
You knw lah, you promise one.
Must smile!
And sleep early.
Come back fast fast.

2009-04-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Yesterday after school went for counselling at blk 345.
Listen until i going for asleep but i think it is quite okay.
I promise papa that i will sit for my o level.
He also say he will let me smoke at home and wont take my cigg away as long as i dont being caught by anyone.
Smoking at home = king.
At night went for tuition.
Everyone go in for tuition and left the poor little loh jia xin outside the school.
Lionel went to mediacorp.
Went i reach there i saw jia xin _ _ _.
She thought there so dark i cant saw her _ _ _.
You knw right.
Cheer up can?
I will be all along your side for 24/7 as long as you need me.

Today nothing much leh.
Was late due to waiting for lionel.
Then after school went to xin rong hse slack awhile and then lionel come to my house to learn PIANO.
Alright end here.

2009-04-05T21:30:00.003+08:00

Alright this post is specially written for LOH JIA XIN since she say she reading my blog and my blog is too long to be read.
Hellos.
Dont cry anymore already.
Your hubby, me will be there for you.
I will be 16/7 for you. ;x
Cuz i need 8 hours for sleeping. ;x
Laugh k?
If i fail to make you laugh, at least i could be your listening ear.
If you dont mind, i can be your punching bag.
As long as you can relieve your stress, i am all right with it.
At least i can let you feel better, what you wan me to do, i am alright.
Forever through my life, i will be 24 hours a day beside you.
Dont cry anymore.
You are a strong girl.
No crying for you.
Cheer up k?
It will get over soon.
The more i think the more i feel that you are so dumb.
Noob leh ni.
Cry for 4 DAYS.
Mama de why not cry for me? ;x
No wonder ppl keep on calling me noob.
Becuz of you lah so noob.
You must smile then you wont be noob.
Monday you better dont mia.
If not i say about the "running" story to everyone in my blog.
HEHEHEHEHE

2009-04-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

Yo,
Yesterday went to school.
Tired but got listen in class.
Then ss test.
Ma de.
See the question duno how to do so nvr do at all.
Hohoho.
Going to get 0 for ss. ;D
During remidal is very bored.
So sleep for 30 min like that and wake up to pay attention.
15 minutes before the lesson ending, teacher let us go earlier.
Of course teacher dont let me go.
There is also other people being stay in class.
Promise teacher that i wont sleep in her class forever, then teacher let me go. ;D
If there will be a day when i dont sleep, pig can fly liao. ;x
After school went to 786d there.
I thought that i am the earlier person.
But i saw lionel there already. ._.
Then slack slack awhile and the go back home.

Friday
Meet at mac and then school again.
Having math lesson.
Barbell tio confiscate.
Almk.
Use needle to put.
Then english lesson.
Just promise teacher that i wont sleep then she saw me sleeping after greeting her. ;x
But then wake up cuz got test.
I think i write out of point.
Gone case.
After school went to checkpoint to buy barbell.
The shop at checkpoint duno why close.
Like renovation at there.
So in the end did not buy a single thing there.
Come back home later.
My lips piercing already close.
At home poke until like wtf.
Bleed quite alot.
And then on comp and maple.
Alright end here.
Byes.

2009-04-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hellos.
Back.
Today went to sch without smoking.
Paying attention throughout the whole day lesson.
Bth without cigg.
After sch want to pon sst.
But in the end nvr skip decide to go remidal.
During remidal decide to sleep.
But in the end still do teacher give me that work.
Teacher say finish then can leave the room.
And i was the first to hand up and leave the room.
First is not count from the back.
Thn slack awhile and then went back home.
Now mapling at F world with lionel.
Anyone wan to play tgt or sell F world meso please tag me with ign.

2009-03-31T19:33:00.003+08:00

Alright.
Last sunday went down to find tin kiat.
Slacking at his friend house before that.
Then cabbed down to find melissa.
And then cabbed down to sembawang park.
Go for bbq at there.
Shawn and wei hao they all already at there.
So at there talk and eat.
At about 11pm like that, cabbed back home.

Monday
Wake up by myself.
Then headed for school.
And then physics.
I wanted to sleep but teacher dont allow me to sleep.
Cuz teacher shouting at the top at his voice.
So no choice lah.
Keep on talking non stop.
After physics is geography.
Teacher nvr come.
Then i suddenly felt awake.
Then the relieve teacher say you wan to sleep,can sleep.
But cannot talk too loud.
When i wan to talk, i cant talk.
When i wan sleep, i cant sleep.
Wtf.
Skip skip assembly.
Kindly bored leh.
Two police officer come to talk
Talking to kenneth and wei hao.
Of course i am the one who make people not to listen to the talk.
The talk is about scam and computer hoax and secret society i think lah.
Course i am not listening too.
After the talk, went out the school and went to slack.
After slack went back home and saw my tuition teacher.
And then eat at home and went to meet lionel at interchange and bus down to tuition there.
Thought that we were too late, but not.
There are ppl more late then us.
After tuition walk walk then went back home.

Today went to school again.
Did not pon sst.
And then after school went to civic with lionel and then rmb that i forget to go find shawn!!!
Omg sorry.

Yeah.
Those thing that i have say might hurt you but i did not meant it.

I am sorry that i hurt you.
My sorry to you is already faded.
I trying hard , real hard to make you forgive me.
I trying hard to change to what you expect from me in the past.
Everytime when there is nothing happen, i will never take in what you say.
I knw that you really meant well for me.
Trying to ask me not to do this and that, but nothing go in.
Now i understand.
Seriously i understand what you mean.
You have change too.
From last year to this year.
And after the time you knw what i have say.
You change alot.
When i go to sembawang,your kor told me that you have change alot.
I can see that he really dissapointed to you.
Indeed.
Seriously, even you purposely take off the sentence in your wishlist, i believe that you still hope that one day i will do it right?
It still left with few more weeks.
I wanted to change.
I wanted to change to a better person.
I need your support.
Forgive me and support me will you?
It mean a lot to me.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
Seriously i am really sorry.
Idk how to prove to you that i am sorry.
But really, believe me the last time, i really really really sorry.
I read your blog, i read and read and knw that you care for me.
But i did not realise it.
I knw it is very unfair to you.
I did not knw what can i do to mends back what i have say.
You always say this ( what the point of doing when i knw you will get angry )
You were right?
Idk.
I knw it is too late to say anything when i keep on doing the same thing over and over again.
But i knw you still will forgive me right?
It will not be too late if you can forgive me.
You knw who i refferring to.
No matter what, if you read this, pls tag me.
Tell me what you really mad about me.
I only knw that i am sorry course my words keep on breaking your trust.
Sorry

2009-03-28T14:40:00.004+08:00

Edited 5.19pm 28 march 2009

Alright back for another update again.
Having lesser and lesser thing for updating already.
Friday wake up meet same people again.
Did not late.
Went to school from 768.
Having dont know what talk at the hall.
Then Ms Sharifa come.
Of course my name being called again.
Then went out the hall and get scolding again.
Have to go for d.c after school until 6pm again.
Then went up to hall then form teacher tell me that Mr mok want to see me.
Thought going to be cane again.
But in the end is talk about yesterday i skip his CBO.
After that went back for math lesson.
Still manage to keep myself awake.
And then is english lesson.
Went down for english lesson.
Bored sia then fall asleep until very shaung.
Then recess no money to eat.
Papa just dont want to sign me one new hp contract.
After recess is chinese.
After chinese went out school and find wq and james they all.
My lips piercing close a bit already.
Then keep on push the earstick over.
But not sure where is the hole to never push.
And then when to xin rong house.
He gave me a barbell and then i poke.
So easy jiu poke over the hole already.
Then slack at his house awhile and then went down to 756.
Spar with wq again.
My hand is getting pain and more pain.
Then at 6 like that went back home with si en and james.

Saturday
Wake up at 11am like that and then went to civic centre to get my letter.
Is the HSA letter.
For the smoking letter.
At there wait like 30 min like that.
Tio fine by HSA for $30.
Fuck.
Papa say he going to help me pay for that $30.
Ohh thanks.
Then went for piano lesson.
After that back home.
Mapling right now.
Fucker xin rong say i go orbis find him then he give me steely.
When there, he fucking doing his own thing.
Pek chek sia.
Then lionel call me up and ask me to go 756.
Tell him i am going but in the end not going.
After that went to read nu er blog from jaunuary until the latest.
Omg.
Suddenly felt like so sad.
Then feel like staying at home for the whole day.
Then melissa ask me to call tin kiat.
Tin kiat ask me to go down for bbq at sembawang.
Wtf lah boh bian lah go.
See you guys there.
Anyway sorry that everytime i take cab, you are the one who helping me pay. D:

Thinking about next monday.
Sian sia.
Ms sharifa say that friday never go d.c then monday call parent and OSS.
Should not have skip d.c.
Aiya.
Gosh lah.
OSS then OSS lah.
The days when i oss i can go work and earn $ better than waiting the money from my fucking mom.